Devina's Domme of the Day Mar 15

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Mar 15

 

The Re-Wiring of the Sissy Brain

 

A large part of my continuing sissy journey involves introspection alongside lived experiences. Why have certain things, events, and occurrences brought me to this place?  In order to learn about oneself, one should not be afraid to ask questions of oneself. 

I've now lived as a pussy free chastised sissy for many years. Pussy free for over 11 years and in sissy chastity for almost 3200 days. It's fair to say the changes in my life from where I started as a useless male lump of clay, have been completely life changing.  But as time has gone on, I can't help but notice a complete re-reining of my sissy brain in respect to basic instincts and urges.  A lot of sissies would like to believe that a few weeks of denial can change them forever, when in fact it does take years and years to see the results.

And now within myself I am seeing the results

 I don't know when it came to be but it's something I accept without reservation now. When I see a Woman's nude body, especially Her genitalia, I no longer harbour any urges, feelings of want, desire, or need.  While I admore Women's beauty, power, superiority, and can most certainly adore the Female Form in all it's magnificence, there is zero remaining feelings of pursuit and or conquest.

It's simply gone completely.

But before anyone sheds a tear, it fills me with joy to know, the empty space once possessed by my discarded and destroyed male ego, now finds a whole new avenue for desire, lust, and all those naughty feelings that submissive creatures all have.

But it's no longer over what I can never attain in Women...

 

 They now are fully, completely focused towards TGirls. Body, Mind, and Spirit, all manners of physical, emotional, relationship, and all other needs are rooted in my love of Trans Women. I can feel it happen daily. After all this time, under the Femdomination of Lady Diva Cane, Maitresse Cathie La Divine, Lady Morganna, and every other Domme that has influenced my life, has my reprogramming reached a point where I am forever changed?

It sure feels like it.

Because it now feels 100% natural.

And that's the difference. There is no longer any internal conflict. It just IS.

 It quite frankly feels like a weight off my shoulders to know that I can never again pose any sort of sexual threat of any kind to any Woman. I can love Them, respect Them, cherish Them, honour Them, serve Them, obey Them, and submit to Their power.... but I can never desire their magic.

And that comes with an inner peace that I would wish on all sissies. Leaving everything behind to be able to walk through that door has been a blessing.

I wish every sissy can find that place in their own journey...

 

Sincerely Sissy

Devina 

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I Love Thinking About Dick

 This is one of my favourite audio tracks to listen to on repeat when I go to sleep :)

 

Devina's Domme of the Day Mar 13

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Mar 13

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