Today is a happy day for me and in many ways it wasn't really planned but simply happened and I was fortunate enough to recall when and how it did. Today is my 12th Deniversary! It's been 12 years since the last time I ever performed the filthy, disgusting, and selfish act of having sex as male.
I don't need to go into any details of that day, but I do remember being on holidays and doing some soul searching over things in my life, and another failed relationship. I couldn't know at the time that one more act of male sexual desperation would be a small catalyst to where I am today, and a life completely changed in so many ways.
Today everything I know and understand about myself sexually has been fundamentally altered. I haven't fantasized about vanilla sex with a Woman in years. I guess the only exception to that is my definition of "sex" and "Women" is completely from a being penetrated by Their strapons. Trans Women and Shecock is the center of my sexual needs and desires now and has been for a very long time now. As I've shared with my sissygasm experiences, now having cum like a Woman from my p-spot, and the magical psychological impact it made on me, there isn't any desire to "chase pussy" any longer. There is a ever growing need to BE a pussy for Shecock.
But there is a beautiful byproduct of being denied sexually by Women for 12 plus years, and that is I've never truly loved Women more! When you aren't obsessed with selfish gratification, manipulation, and lying to satisfy your disgusting male urges, you can listen, understand, empathize, relate, and feel what Women are experiencing on a much deeper and profound level. Never before have I been so in touch with the energy that Women posses to make this world magical. All this has been a gift and wouldn't have been possible without the sissylife journey I've been on.
So on my 3423rd day of sissy chastity, I double celebrate my 12th Deniversary! Don't let anyone tell you, that you will never reach your sissy goals in life. You can!
