The First Time

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Unknowingly, my sissy seeds were planted as shared here, and it no doubt incubated within for 2 or so more years. Without warning or any reason that I specifically recall, I experienced for the first time the thrill of discovering a woman's silky privates one afternoon as I snooped around (as most do at that stage) in my sister's bedroom. It was a lazy afternoon and the sun was shining in the mid afternoon sky as I looked for something to satiate my boredom. And suddenly there it was..

It was a black satin nightie that was on the floor and I remember being drawn to it and mesmerized by how shiny and soft it looked. Without warning I began to feel flushed with embarrassment and rapidly felt a sense of not wanting to be discovered, so I closed the bedroom door and quietly locked it so not to be discovered.

As if guided by fate itself, my instincts were to feel the satin against my skin and before I knew it, I was trying it on as it swam over me. Unable to even understand what the sensations I was experiencing even meant, I remember being swept over with warm feelings of security and happiness as the silky fabric caressed my skin. It was the same warm glow and almost pure giddiness I felt when touching those pantyhose clad legs under the dinner table. Another arc was welded into my mind as that energy swept through me.

 

 That began many an episode where I began sneaking into my sister's room to try on whatever she had laying on the floor. Each time the warm feelings continued and the seed that was sown earlier in life began to be nurtured by each experience of trying on women's clothing. It seemed as if my fate was truly sealed and there would be no turning back, even if I was completely unaware and unable to understand was was happening.

 A sissy was born!