A Look Back: Spring Sunday Random Sissy Thoughts

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Our Worst Nightmare & the Fears we all Face

 

This week's scandalous news brought forth an example of every sissy's worst nightmare: Being publicly outed

I don't have the time, or energy to delve into the details of Kristi Noem's relationship(s), Her husband's activities etc. But this week, every sissy, every crossdresser, and every panty boi has felt within them the reminder of the terror we have all felt at either being caught, or the fear of being caught. It's very real.

 From the very first time we explore with Women's underwear, lingerie, or clothing, there is an overriding sense of hyper awareness of the fear of being caught, and exposed. Perhaps today the stigma has relaxed somewhat, but you don't have to go back very far at all to the place where the iron clad stigma was severe and devastating to all those around you if your "secret" was discovered.

I shared and re-shared my own experience of being caught both here and also here. Being caught can have very real and devastating effects on you's life, one's mental health, and one's journey to discover their true selves in their Feminine journey.

The biggest problem is society makes massive broad assumptions of anyone who gets caught (against their wishes) and fetishists, crossdressers, sissies, and budding Tgurls get painted with a very wide brush. The truth of the matter is that anyone exploring their desires around Women's clothing and their own sexuality can all come from vastly different places, with different paths, needs, and outcomes. There simply is no one size fits all.

 

Miss Kendra James put it very simply but very well. And thats why I really don't have a desire to psycho-analyze the actions of Kristi Noem's husband. I will say that there are many different doors that can be opened, and they can be grouped into the following:

Fetish/Kink Play: this can include humiliation, ridicule, feelings of inadequacy etc.. At some point we all likely have started here. My guess is a large percentage of play orientated folks don't progress much past this point

Crossdressing: Can start as a deep seated need to explore hyper Feminine things, probably rooted from a deeper place psychologically, but not yet understood. Fetish players can often progress to this stage and by and large the biggest percentage stay within the above two categories. The basic desires to walk the line of kink/humiliation/exposure for perverse pleasure are main drivers here.

 

 Beyond this stage, things begin to involve a deeper understanding of oneself and one can really begin a journey far beyond their initial starting point.

Sissy Life / Journey:  When one begins to ask internal questions as to why and how they have this unshakable need to explore their Femininity, then does one's Sissy Life really begin. (even before we really understand it as such) The initial kinks, and thrills remain, but now those of us who begin to associate themselves in having a part of them they are unable to "put away". This is where exploration can run rampant, with a wide variety of avenues to explore. It's like being a teenager in a sense, as everything is new and fun!

But there is one thing that never goes away and in many cases as we get older, and deeper into our sissy selves, it can be more harmful. The threat of being outed.

 I've often admire those who embrace their sissy selves and are in a position in life to cast aside any embarrassment of exposure and openly reveal themselves. I have to walk a fine line due to personal and professional landmines in the field I'd love to tapdance in.  And in a sense, back to the subject matter story of this post, I feel terrible for those who are in high profile positions who set traps for themselves.  Do they want to be outed and purposely set their own traps? Are they so consumed with their kinks and obsessions that they are blind to the very real and lasting damage than can happen?  It's probably somewhere in between and too deep of a psycho-analysis to get into. 

But one thing that I do know is that TRUST is a huge factor in when and how sissies, crossdressers, and kinksters can step out of the shadow to reveal themselves. Placing your trust in the wrong people can be a recipe for disaster, and the utmost care should always be taken when opening your trust circle.

 It's taken me a lifetime to amass a circle of Female friends who I have revealed my deepest secrets to, and all these years later that number has yet to hit double digits. I wish I could expand that group to dozens, but I always am aware of the risks. Being a sissy is hard work in so many aspects and I understand why so many stay in the kink/play part of the lifestyle. Sissy rewards are amazing but the path is full of pitfalls, and disaster waiting to strike. 

As we have seen this week, you can't un-ring a bell

 

Devina 

 

 

 

The Long Term Goal

 Keep Transforming your Sissy Self until there is no turning back

Your sissy clit shrinking to something that will never threaten any Woman ever again

 

And if the Female Gods smile upon you, they might send You a Woman who has a bigger She clit than your sissy clit!

 

How amazing would that be!?!?!?!

 You can do it!

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Chastember becomes Locktober

 

For those wishing to impress the Dominant Women in their lives, you still have time to get a head start on the oft celebrated month of Locktober, by starting earlier in Chastember, and not just doing the minimum. Women had minimal effort. You should prove to them your devotion by being exceptional.

 Chastember, Locktober, Nocumber, Denycember. The Chastity Season.

Or you could devote yourself to permanent chastity and change your life for the better! 

Remembering Loni Anderson

 

Last night as the word spread that the legendary icon Loni Anderson passed from a lengthy illness, I was swept with a sadness much in the same way I did  when I leaned of Suzanne Somers passing.  As a child of the 80's I look back with a sense of gratitude that I got to live through an era when the "Bombshell" phrase meant something in terms of Movie/TV Actresses.  Loni Anderson stood among the very top of a group that included Suzanne Somers, Raquel Welsh, Farrah Fawcett, Susan Anton, Linda Carter, Heather Thomas, et al.

Theirs was a group of natural beauties, not pumped with fillers and augmentations (save for the copious amounts of hair spray but I digress) In my youth not many my age didn't have a Loni Anderson poster on their wall as the above shown poster must have adorned the walls of tens of millions around the world. I remember then as I did earlier today in finding the right photos to accompany my thoughts, of how perfect everything Loni wore looked on Her, then and into Her golden years. It's next to impossible to find a photo where She isn't stunning in anything.

 Of course Her explosion into Pop Culture was due to Her role in the legendary sit-com WKRP as the amazing Jennifer Marlowe. Back then my sissy seeds while having been sown years earlier, had still not germinated, but even then Loni was less of a fantasy sex symbol to me and more of a Feminine Priestess on some high mountain. Completely unattainable by mere mortals and a symbol of Feminine perfection from head to toe. Her character was strong, witty, powerful, classy, and just so perfectly Female in a time where bombshell actresses and models were not portrayed in the same way at all.  One could say Ms Marlowe was a Femdom icon as well, but not in a leather/fetish sense, but She commanded the natural power to make all males submit to Her wishes and whims.

Very much in similar ways that I shared in my personal tribute after the passing of Susanne Somers, I recall in my youth the admiration and appreciation of loni's amazing beauty and even before I realized my true sissy self, there was a deep desire of wishing I could look as beautiful as Loni always was. She was never a sex symbol I fantasized about but was always one I admired for Her natural Feminine perfection. In all the roles and appearances after WKRP went off the air, Loni was so perfect in everything She did from a symbol as a walking Goddess here on earth. 

 When I began to discover the sissy I would eventually become today, I have to pay homage to my sense of fashion cues and desires to try in my own way to achieve some sense of glamour that icons like Loni displayed. Every dress and outfit adorned Her perfectly even into Her later years. She was just amazing at any age.

Her natural power and radiance never stopped shining from within, and Her class and grace were evident for all to see.  Even in an appearance as a leather clad villain in a C grade Hollywood non classic showed Her amazing style and Female power if She chose to explore that side 

So it is hard to say goodbye to a Woman of my youth like Loni who was a symbol for everything that I saw and see still as amazing, powerful, strong, charismatic, and captivating as a Woman. As a sissy, She represented everything I could never be, but still inspired me to find my own Feminine path. We simply do not see many examples of the Loni Anderson's in today's world, so that's why Her loss is felt deeply for those of us who remember a time when Women like Her ruled the world in Their own way, and blazed a trail for Women to follow.

May She rest in peace.

Sincerely Sissy

Devina
 

Remembering the Princess Who Was Always a Queen - Lady Diana

 

Born on this Day, Lady Diana. A Goddess in every sense of the word. 

RIP my Dear Princess...

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Happy 79th to a Female Icon - Dolly Parton!

 Wishing a wonderful 79th birthday to the eternal Goddess that is Dolly Parton. No sissy in the world hasn't had moments where they wished they could look as fabulous as She does. She is still as beautiful and sexy as ever!

Happy Amazing 74th Birthday to Ms Charo!

 If you are a product of the 70/80's you couldn't help but know the famous phrase of "Cuchi-Cuchi" by the Spanish bombshell Charo. She was everywhere on our televisions and as someopne with sissy seeds inside yet to germinate, one couldn't help but be influenced by Her amazing sequined outfits, and amazing hyper sensuality and bubbly latina personality. 

She is still going strong today and looks unbelievable for 74. Just check out Her X profile to see for yourselves.  @CharoCuchiCuchi Sissies everywhere should send Her BDay wishes today for inspiring so many to find our own reasons to glitter!

Happy Birthday Goddess!!!

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