Devina's TGirl of the Day May 23 - Lola Swift

 

A Time To Be Thankful

 

With the US Thanksgiving weekend well under way it's always a good time no matter where one resides, to take moments to reflect and be thankful for all life's blessings. Sissies should be no different because we have so very much to be thankful for. So in the spirit of the holidays down south, I'd like to share some of what I'm thankful for..

I'm so very thankful to Mistress Morganna (or Lady M as She prefers today) for opening the door to a world inconceivable to me when I submitted myself before Her for the very first time. Everything I am now, every amazing submissive experience, and every step on my sissy journey began in Her hands.

 

It's difficult to put into proper contact how thankful I am for Lady Diva Cane, and everything She has provided me in order for Devina to truly be born, and to grow into her own persona, and her own place in this world. She took the lump of submissive clay that Lady M began shaping and built a sissy upon that foundation, and continues to provide fertile soil for her to grow.

I am also so very thankful to each Dominant Woman who I have had the pleasure to meet, chat with, learn from, and session for. I'm also thankful for Their gifts of time, and Their perspectives as I tried to navigate the early steps and pathways in the BDSM world. To Lady Bernadett, Suzanna Stern, Mistress Patricia, and any others I may have overlooked, I give thanks for all the bricks You have placed in my foundation.

 

I'm eternally thankful to Diamond. My first Transexual encounter and one that was an incredibly positive experience. The times I spent with her gave me the courage to embrace my feelings and discover my true and honest desires and love of the third gender.

I'm grateful to TS Mistress Z, who took Devina's virginity with Her Shecock. The mind blowing experience of being entered with a hard, hot twitching, living Shecock is like no other. I'm grateful to Her for confirming my place as a bottom, marked now and forever.

 

I'm thankful for the opportunities to express my love of Shecock, and to Bambi, Erika, Danika Dreamz, Delilah, Dita, Egypt, Farah, Joanne, Lexi, Lola Swift, Lucy Bisset, Najwa, Nefertiti, Paris, Scorpio, Sunshine, Theresa, Zena, Tasha Jones (RIP), Gigi Lebond, Akira, Soda, and Suzy, for allowing me to taste you, feel you, and love you and your special gifts.

 

 

 

 

 

I'm thankful to all the Women who I've met, who have embraced the sissy I truly am, and have shared with me Their Womanly magic in pieces of their wardrobe, which I cherish and make as my own..

 

The above is only a small cross section of items, but each and every item has Their Feminine energy within it, and I feel it resonate within me when I wear them. I'm grateful that They have embraced who and what I am.

I'm also thankful that with each passing day, the world around me is slowly becoming less dark, and more open to sissies like me. I'm thankful to have found Women around me who understand that just because one is a sissy, doesn't automatically make them desire males, and for understanding that a sissy often has a deeper love for the Women around them than most can realize, and that there is definitely such things as sissy lesbians, because I am one.

And finally, I'm thankful to all the Dominant Women who grace me with Their time and energy, to reinforce my sissy life daily, and I'm thankful for all those who come to this blog. I never thought I would still be doing it, but it's a part of who Devina is as well.

If you are celebrating Thanksgiving, I wish everyone a safe and wonderful time with loved ones!

Sincerely Sissy

Devina

Starts in the Mind

 

In honour of  beginning Day 3001 in Sissy Chastity, what better post to re-share than one about sissygasms :)

Originally Posted Apr 21, 2019 

 Research has often pointed to the Female mind as the beginning point of a Woman's orgasm. It's there that a Woman can focus and harness Her thoughts of pleasure and allow them to build until it mates with physical sensations to bring Her to a beautiful orgasm. Visual imaging or stimulation via erotica has a far more deep seated effect it would seem on building and enjoying healthy Female orgasms. But what about us sissy gurls?

One of the amazing side affects of my long term sissy chastity, (today marking 1 year, 9 months, and three weeks locked), is how my thoughts, emotions, and dreams have been playing a much larger role in personal fulfillment and satisfaction. I find it easier now to use erotica and visualization to tie into that p-spot area in my body to create sensations of joy and emotional pleasure. Often I've had waking dreams that involve subservience to Shecocks and pleasing not only my Mistress as a result, but Dommes and Women of all types. This morning was another example of that

 

My waking dream was focused intensely on being fucked solidly by several TGirl Shecocks, with Lady Diva, Maitresse Cathie, and others, looking on in full enjoyment and satisfaction. Being locked in my super small holy trainer, my sissy clit was semi turgid at best, and my mind was a flood of all my previous Shecock experiences. The sound of Sunshine's gorgeous black Shecock slamming into my asspussy, the sound of Lucy's squeal as She came in my mouth, the sensations of Danika Dreamz pounding my asspussy, the glorious sloppy wet sound of Lola's painting of my face with Her cum, Suzy Hung's explosive load on my lips, Gigi Lebond making me Her bitch, and the sounds of Women all sounding off in their approval swirled in my head as suddenly without warning I felt a twitch of my sissyclit. Still in a pre woken dream state, I had no idea if I had just leaked but I could feel the beautiful wave like sensations emanating from my p-spot though out my pelvis. All I could do was lay still, and visualize more as I did not want any physical stimulation to interfere with my sissyclit.

Could I actually dream and visualize myself to sissygasm??

 As my visualizations intensified with more Shecocks, more Women's laughter, and more reliving of being fucked by Shecock and sucking so many, my sissyclit twitched at least twice more all on it's own. I was overcome by amazing warm sensations of joy and opened my eyes content and happy, pulling back the covers to look down at my locked sissyclit expecting to see a mess I made. All I saw was the tiniest bit of sissy leak, but that was such a reward!

It was small, but wonderful! It was an experience I could have never had prior to my evolution into my sissy life. All my sissy experiences had led to this beautiful moment.

 

I don't think any of what I experienced today could have been possible without the long term reprogramming of my sissy brain through sissy chastity with no permission given for any manual release. My sissy leaks have happened naturally and now are being tied closer and closer to mental stimulation, with this one being the closest to "the moment". A week or so ago, I experienced a huge sissy leak an hour or two after a very rewarding twitter chat with Mistress Nikki Whiplash. So it's been an exciting time for this sissy!

As always, none of this would have ever been possible without the guidance of Lady Diva Cane, and the ongoing support of Maitresse Cathie La Divine. My heart is full this morning thanks to You both!

Devina 

Cum Changes Everything

 

For a budding new sissy, there is a giant chasm that exists within all of us when we reach that stage where our desire to suck cock grows stronger than our fears. It feels like standing on the edge of a precipice on a tall building, wanting to leap to the building beside it, and while the distance between the two is relatively short, the drop in between is enormous and makes that gap seem 100x as far. Once a sissy makes a leap of blind faith across that gap, they know there is no turning back, and they are correct.

Once a sissy puts her lips to her cock of choice, her old life as she knew it ends and her sissy life begins. This was the same for me and I imagine all cocksucking sissies that came before and after. It forever changes you, and I hope like it did for me, it is for your own good. For me, it became a source of pride, and with each Shecock I worshiped with my mouth, my goal was to become the best cocksucker I could possibly be.

Why? Because I knew I needed to be and expert cocksucker to truly earn my reward... cum

 

Cum changes everything. It marks you, forever. You might as well have a tattoo on your forehead that says "CUM WHORE". In my sissy life, having my face painted by the cum of Shecocks is my reward to myself for worshiping Shecock all my sissy life. There is no greater sense of accomplishment and pride knowing you pleasured a cock with your mouth to the point where the beautiful flower that is Shecock blooms in front of you. And like a bee that pollinates a blooming flower's nectar, a sissy must strive to pollinate her own delicious nectar that she extracts from the cock she pleasures.

 

My very first facial was an unexpected surprise of sorts. I was having the time of my life with Lucy Bissett, while she pounded my asspussy when suddenly without warning she pulled out, quickly removed the condom and ordered me to open my mouth. In a split second without even truly comprehending was was happening, I did as told and milliseconds later found my mouth filling with hot splashy delicious cum as she stroked herself into my mouth and face. It was amazing, and in that moment, my sissy life changed again for eternity. I was indeed an eager cum whore! There was no hesitation whatsoever, I did as I was told and I savoured every last delicious drop from her Shecock. Pure bliss!

 

My second facial was very much the same way with Suzy Hung, but this time there was a little more build up as I waited , mouth open and eager, for my reward. I would flick my tongue over the head of her cock, coaxing it out until my face was painted with a huge blast to sticky Shecum. Like a wanton whore, I tried to catch it all in my mouth, and was left a wet sticky mess of a cum slut.

 

Sunshine's legendary fire hose facial was next. Her's was my first black Shecock facial and when she unloaded on me, it wasn't just a facial, it was in my hair, face, mouth, lips, chest, etc. It was like taking a glorious cum shower. Sunshine's explosion was captured on my phone and it was a thrill of a lifetime to share that video in person with Lady Diva Cane. The pride and smile on Her face seeing Her sissy, swallowing hot cum, made me brim with sissy pride as well!

 

My favorite facial just might have been when I was giving Lola Swift a blowjob and could feel her cock swelling in my mouth which encouraged me to keep tongue swirling her cock on my mouth when unexpected to her, she came in my mouth as I kept sucking her load own my throat. To be connected like that to her cock to the point of orgasm was a moment I cherished and never will forget.

So for all you sissy gurls still trying to overcome your fears and anxieties of sucking your first cock, remember, a world of reward waits you when you take that leap of faith. Take it from this proud sissy cocksucker, Devina loves being a cum slut and you will too!