Devina's TGirl of the Day Apr 8 - Gigi LeBond

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Devina's TGirl of the Day Feb 6 - Gigi LeBond

 Proud to say Gigi's cock has wrecked me a few times !

A Time To Be Thankful

 

With the US Thanksgiving weekend well under way it's always a good time no matter where one resides, to take moments to reflect and be thankful for all life's blessings. Sissies should be no different because we have so very much to be thankful for. So in the spirit of the holidays down south, I'd like to share some of what I'm thankful for..

I'm so very thankful to Mistress Morganna (or Lady M as She prefers today) for opening the door to a world inconceivable to me when I submitted myself before Her for the very first time. Everything I am now, every amazing submissive experience, and every step on my sissy journey began in Her hands.

 

It's difficult to put into proper contact how thankful I am for Lady Diva Cane, and everything She has provided me in order for Devina to truly be born, and to grow into her own persona, and her own place in this world. She took the lump of submissive clay that Lady M began shaping and built a sissy upon that foundation, and continues to provide fertile soil for her to grow.

I am also so very thankful to each Dominant Woman who I have had the pleasure to meet, chat with, learn from, and session for. I'm also thankful for Their gifts of time, and Their perspectives as I tried to navigate the early steps and pathways in the BDSM world. To Lady Bernadett, Suzanna Stern, Mistress Patricia, and any others I may have overlooked, I give thanks for all the bricks You have placed in my foundation.

 

I'm eternally thankful to Diamond. My first Transexual encounter and one that was an incredibly positive experience. The times I spent with her gave me the courage to embrace my feelings and discover my true and honest desires and love of the third gender.

I'm grateful to TS Mistress Z, who took Devina's virginity with Her Shecock. The mind blowing experience of being entered with a hard, hot twitching, living Shecock is like no other. I'm grateful to Her for confirming my place as a bottom, marked now and forever.

 

I'm thankful for the opportunities to express my love of Shecock, and to Bambi, Erika, Danika Dreamz, Delilah, Dita, Egypt, Farah, Joanne, Lexi, Lola Swift, Lucy Bisset, Najwa, Nefertiti, Paris, Scorpio, Sunshine, Theresa, Zena, Tasha Jones (RIP), Gigi Lebond, Akira, Soda, and Suzy, for allowing me to taste you, feel you, and love you and your special gifts.

 

 

 

 

 

I'm thankful to all the Women who I've met, who have embraced the sissy I truly am, and have shared with me Their Womanly magic in pieces of their wardrobe, which I cherish and make as my own..

 

The above is only a small cross section of items, but each and every item has Their Feminine energy within it, and I feel it resonate within me when I wear them. I'm grateful that They have embraced who and what I am.

I'm also thankful that with each passing day, the world around me is slowly becoming less dark, and more open to sissies like me. I'm thankful to have found Women around me who understand that just because one is a sissy, doesn't automatically make them desire males, and for understanding that a sissy often has a deeper love for the Women around them than most can realize, and that there is definitely such things as sissy lesbians, because I am one.

And finally, I'm thankful to all the Dominant Women who grace me with Their time and energy, to reinforce my sissy life daily, and I'm thankful for all those who come to this blog. I never thought I would still be doing it, but it's a part of who Devina is as well.

If you are celebrating Thanksgiving, I wish everyone a safe and wonderful time with loved ones!

Sincerely Sissy

Devina

Starts in the Mind

 

In honour of  beginning Day 3001 in Sissy Chastity, what better post to re-share than one about sissygasms :)

Originally Posted Apr 21, 2019 

 Research has often pointed to the Female mind as the beginning point of a Woman's orgasm. It's there that a Woman can focus and harness Her thoughts of pleasure and allow them to build until it mates with physical sensations to bring Her to a beautiful orgasm. Visual imaging or stimulation via erotica has a far more deep seated effect it would seem on building and enjoying healthy Female orgasms. But what about us sissy gurls?

One of the amazing side affects of my long term sissy chastity, (today marking 1 year, 9 months, and three weeks locked), is how my thoughts, emotions, and dreams have been playing a much larger role in personal fulfillment and satisfaction. I find it easier now to use erotica and visualization to tie into that p-spot area in my body to create sensations of joy and emotional pleasure. Often I've had waking dreams that involve subservience to Shecocks and pleasing not only my Mistress as a result, but Dommes and Women of all types. This morning was another example of that

 

My waking dream was focused intensely on being fucked solidly by several TGirl Shecocks, with Lady Diva, Maitresse Cathie, and others, looking on in full enjoyment and satisfaction. Being locked in my super small holy trainer, my sissy clit was semi turgid at best, and my mind was a flood of all my previous Shecock experiences. The sound of Sunshine's gorgeous black Shecock slamming into my asspussy, the sound of Lucy's squeal as She came in my mouth, the sensations of Danika Dreamz pounding my asspussy, the glorious sloppy wet sound of Lola's painting of my face with Her cum, Suzy Hung's explosive load on my lips, Gigi Lebond making me Her bitch, and the sounds of Women all sounding off in their approval swirled in my head as suddenly without warning I felt a twitch of my sissyclit. Still in a pre woken dream state, I had no idea if I had just leaked but I could feel the beautiful wave like sensations emanating from my p-spot though out my pelvis. All I could do was lay still, and visualize more as I did not want any physical stimulation to interfere with my sissyclit.

Could I actually dream and visualize myself to sissygasm??

 As my visualizations intensified with more Shecocks, more Women's laughter, and more reliving of being fucked by Shecock and sucking so many, my sissyclit twitched at least twice more all on it's own. I was overcome by amazing warm sensations of joy and opened my eyes content and happy, pulling back the covers to look down at my locked sissyclit expecting to see a mess I made. All I saw was the tiniest bit of sissy leak, but that was such a reward!

It was small, but wonderful! It was an experience I could have never had prior to my evolution into my sissy life. All my sissy experiences had led to this beautiful moment.

 

I don't think any of what I experienced today could have been possible without the long term reprogramming of my sissy brain through sissy chastity with no permission given for any manual release. My sissy leaks have happened naturally and now are being tied closer and closer to mental stimulation, with this one being the closest to "the moment". A week or so ago, I experienced a huge sissy leak an hour or two after a very rewarding twitter chat with Mistress Nikki Whiplash. So it's been an exciting time for this sissy!

As always, none of this would have ever been possible without the guidance of Lady Diva Cane, and the ongoing support of Maitresse Cathie La Divine. My heart is full this morning thanks to You both!

Devina 

Life at the End of Her Cock

 Originally posted Nov 24, 2015

There once was a time when as a lowly male creature, I thought like most lowly male creatures, meaning with the impulses generated by too much testosterone, too little brains, and too immature to know the difference. Without a doubt, the most mind opening, life altering decision I ever made was that first call to session with Mistress Morganna as a young male. From that moment onward, my world began changing, even if I wasn't remotely aware of it doing so.

If anyone would have told me the moment before Mistress Morganna knocked on that hotel room door, for what was my first Femdom encounter, what would happen next would result one day in me owning an entire overflowing Feminine wardrobe, my own cosmetics collection, 6 wigs, a pair of 5" leather boots, half a dozen pairs of pumps, an entire menagerie of dildos, butt plugs, cocks, a specialized lip plumper, chastity device and so much more, I'm not sure I might have opened the door back then!

 

If someone also would have told me that by the time I acquired all those aforementioned things, that I would have been willingly transformed into a She-cock loving sissy, show up to hotel rooms wearing Female clothing to service Shecock like a whore, sucked Shecock over 40 times, have my asspussy pounded by Shecock while in chastity, plus several Women's strapon cocks, and would have shared those experience with the world, I simply would never remotely fathomed it even possible and likely would have laughed in their face.

Yet it all happened, and so much more!

 One act of submission eventually led me to a place where happiness now, is dreaming of being taken like the picture above, be it by Women, TGirls, or hopefully a combination of both! Icky male urges: crushed and emasculated. Sexual urges: purely submissive as a sissy lesbian. No more being influenced by what once was in a pair of boxers, now my world and urges are determined by the silks, lace, and satins of panties and their relentless grip on what now is a slowly diminishing sissy clit. Life is very different now compared to once upon a time, and I don't think I would ever give back those experiences, nor the ones yet to come.

 

When you give yourself to a higher Feminine power, the transformation that becomes mind. body, and spirit, is profound. She takes you to a higher place by having you serve at Her feet. You're not lowering yourself in any way when you choose to leave your male bonds behind and embrace sissyhood. In fact your initial steps are the ugly caterpillar to what eventually becomes the beautiful butterfly that She will transform you into.

She will make you submit to Her cock whether you want to at first or not. Embrace Her cock. It's Her ownership of you, and your physical bond to Her; the catalyst to so much more. Being fucked by first Mistress Morganna, then later often by Lady Diva became a growing Womanly experience as my Femininity grew under them. In my mind, even before my transitions became in-depth, I was the gurl, I NEEDED to be the gurl! My parallel experiences with Shecock that would ultimately converge were leading me to that place where my satisfaction would result in servicing Shecock in Female or Shemale form.

 

Each thrust of my Mistresses' cock would eradicate just a tiny bit more of the EME within (emasculated male ego) and replace it with a growing love of Her cock. Each inch would further transform my once male ass into my now sissy asspussy. Each moan, groan, and cry would release the gurl locked within and allow that butterfly to develop within the cocoon of Femdomination.

With each Shecock sucked, my desires began to evolve and bond to a profound love of Shecock. My Mistress taught me to love cock, and my Shecock desires drove me to crave it. Each Shecock that passes my lips is an opportunity to express my my love and gratitude of my place in front of it, not simply a sissy blowjob. Each time a Shecock slaps my sissy face, gags my throat, is rubbed all over my face, smearing my makeup with each delicious facial, further cements my sissy life. There is no going back from 40 Shecocks, facials, and being dressed up in front of another person as a sissy slut, who's sole desire is to submit to Her cock. That is life and love as I know it, and I'm smiling as I write this!

 With each experience of giving up your asspussy to real Shecock, you find your Woman within. You will never in all your sissy life feel more of what you have always craved and wanted. Being fucked as a gurl by a higher evolutionary Female form, is sheer sissy bliss. It's all desires and lusts and Womanly energies converging as you get as close as you can to what it is you truly are. 

 This is where I love to be. In fact I've been in this exact place, more than once, with the above exact Shecock in my sissy mouth. I know how it tastes, how it feels on my lips, how it grows, and I know how enormous it is when She's gagged me with it to the point of tears. I've looked up at Miss LeBond's eyes before Her as a pink dress, pink heels wearing sissy with my clit locked in chastity and have had that Shecock slap the taste out of my mouth. It's where I belong, pleasing Her, being Her bitch, and Her ass licking whore. At every turn, and at each breath taking moment, before each Shecock I've sucked, I've never felt so empowered and so alive as a sissy! 

The excitement, the anticipation of feeling that Shecock head swell to the point of exploding, and knowing that your sissy mouth brought it there, or your sissy asspussy fucked it until it twitches and explodes, rewarding you with a unique special Feminine essence; a gift from the Femdom universe. My place in that universe cemented. 

 

I choose to embrace that role, and honour those Women and TGirls who have led me here. There's no going back, not now, not ever. I only want more, and more, and more, and to always honour the amazing Dominant Women who have accepted me, by being the best sissy I can be, knowing myself, and being true to myself and true to Them.

Follow your heart.

Devina