The Creation of "Devina"

 

My alternative lifestyle was divided into two parts. One was a discrete offshoot of my vanilla male life as someone who relished transsexual experiences, and the other was a growing alter ego as a submissive who was enthralled with transformation and experiencing my submission to Women in as close to the Female form as I could manage.

With Zena no longer in the picture, I was faced with the fact that the well had gone pretty dry locally, and other attempts to find other TS girls were a massive disappointment. My desires to live parts of my life outside the norm, began shifting me back to my submissive nature. I was also discovering the rewards of finding ways to develop my sissy wardrobe with the help of Mistress Moon, who by now graciously allowed me to tribute Her for 4 pairs of Her panties. While I had been exploring TS pursuits, the submissive Femme' within me was yearning for her own collection of gurlish things, and now with my internal attention back on my Femme side, it was time to reward her for that patience.

 

I began to explore avenues where I could expand my collection of Women's clothing and with that discovered a whole new world where Women who sympathized with us sissies, would allow us the opportunity to tribute them for items of their wardrobe. It might only be compared to what an addict feels when they discover their drug; you're hooked. I suddenly found ways to have my own stockings, pantyhose, slips, lingerie, teddies, wigs, dresses, and all the accessories and cosmetics a budding gurl could ever desire. What was more hypnotic was knowing that these were not store bought, but that they had been infused with the scents, pheromones, and essence of the Women who bestowed them upon me. Each item I would collect became a mini treasure all it's own.

 To know that I now possessed these very panties, devoted me to them as a treasure to worship.

 

This bra and lace booty panties were later added to my sacred collection

 

Same goes for this heavenly pair of white thong panties

 

And I couldn't resist this hot pink pair from such a gorgeous Woman!

 

I began to slowly build my collection with the ultimate sissy goal in mind, to one day have my own entire wardrobe. The idea of arriving for my training under Mistress Morganna or any other Domme complete with all my own things to fully transform would be like a badge of honour. It would take some time, but slowly it all began to grow.

My next step was to return to Mistress Morganna's Dungeon to resume my sissy training under Her guidance. It didn't take very long for Her to have me fully encased in the Silk Trap, where She once again stripped away all traces of my male ego and opened the door to a world where I could become the gurl of my dreams and Her desires.

 

It was during this session where I confessed that I was developing my own collection of Women's things and how I hoped never again to serve as a lowly male slave but to always serve as a transformed sissy. Mistress Morganna was pleased at seeing another useless male open their mind and embrace the world of Female Supremacy. She told me that it would be time to graduate from the 'buttslut' name She gave me as a male submissive and that we needed to come up with a proper name for next time. She laughed that a divine sissy cocksucker like me should have a proper gurly name, and allowed me the opportunity to present Her with a short list upon my next visit for Her to approve.

As was the norm, She took my asspussy with Her glorious strapon and fucked Her sissy slut until I couldn't restrain myself no longer and orgasmed with a shuddering resolve. It was so good to reconnect with my inner gurl once again and I knew that I needed to come up with a new gurly name that would pay tribute to the spirit of who I was as a gurl and what I would embrace moving forward.

 

Mistress Morganna's words of "divine sissy cocksucker" rang in my head as I returned home. And later that night it came to me that both aspects of my alternative lifestyle centered around similar things, and Mistress Morganna already had given me my proper name that resonated. Divine Cock was the root of my submission and aversion from the vanilla life. Be it the strapon cock of my Mistress or the cock of a beautiful Shemale, I was already a slave to both. It was with a smile that Devina Cox was born. There were no other choices, my path was set...