It was a big step for me to come to the decision to continue my submissive training as a gurl, but once made, entire new worlds opened up for me. Worlds both visible and invisible to the naked eye. When I wasn't actively training under Mistress Morganna, I was discovering new sources of information, new methods of indulging my passions, and learning more and more all the time of what I needed to do to achieve my goals to emulate as best I could at the time, my growing devotion to the Divine Female Form.
As when taking on any large project, one takes care of the easiest and simplest tasks they can, and gurlhood was no exception. My day to day appearance in the real world was still fully male, and while I couldn't snap my fingers to change that, there was something I could change. Body hair.
I realized one day that showing up to my training sessions with Mistress Morganna, covered in male body hair was unsightly for someone wishing to be trained as a gurl. So I began to experiment with trimming back body hair on all parts, being careful not to completely go barren all at once so as not to raise unnecessary attention to myself. As all gurls new to shaving learn, there is a trial and error process in finding out what works best for you, and I was no exception. But the act of depleting my "fuzziness" even though not wholly, was an act of submission and devotion to the Divine Female Form and I loved the sense of accomplishment from doing it. Step two was going to require far more effort...
My sissy wardrobe was not really a wardrobe at all. All it contained was my prized collection of Anna's panties and stockings, and the liberated panties from the dryer on my floor. This I needed to change, but had no real clue as to how. Enter the world wide web!
I was hardly a savvy web user but I was finding my way through the explosion of content being put on the web by the hour. As time went by I discovered the saviour of all gurls just starting out, and that was the art of buying clothes direct from a Domme or Woman. I discovered a Dominatrix by the name of Mistress Moon who sold online clips, videos, and most importantly panties. I knew I already had 3 pairs but the idea of buying a pair from a Domme was intoxicating, and with a click of a mouse I was on my way to a land of online shopping that would one day fill my closet to overflowing. But first, I waited for Mistress Moon's panties to arrive...
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