Showing posts with label Wet. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wet. Show all posts

August 9, 2025

PF Lifestyle Lookback - 4 Years: No Pussy For This Sissy

 Originally Posted Nov 6, 2018

 


Tonight marks a pretty major milestone for lil ol sissy me. 4 years pussy free. 4 years of no sex with any Woman, unless She's been wearing a strapon and pounding my sissy asspussy. I didn't set out for it to occur by plan. It just sort of happened with my slow and gradual transitioning into a fully bottom sissy for Shecock. But now that I've made it this far, I realize that I'm very much ok. Life is much less stressful trying to live a double life of wanting to express your sissy self on one hand, and playing the phony game of acting like a normal male creature. It was never something I was ever good at anyway, vanilla relationships that is. So to not have to worry about all that has been a blessing of sorts.

 I mean it's not as if I've stopped being a sexual being! Far from it. I've sucked gorgeous Shecocks, taken facials, had my sissy asspussy fucked sore and raw by strapons and TGirl cocks of all sizes. I've worshipped pussy, being smothered and more. I've been a dirty slut in a lot of ways, like licking ass, and swallowing Shecum, so in no way does being pussy free for 4 years mean I've been deprived of anything! In fact my entire world has been opened to so much more than I ever could have dreamed.


 


 


Now being locked in sissy chastity, I can see how my slow and eventual conditioning has brought me to a place where there simply isn't anything left of the male vessel that once forced Devina to stay locked away from my own true self. I love Women far more now than I ever have, in fact. When you remove the ugliness of the pursuit of sex, and embrace your inner sissy self as an even greater sexual being, you experience sexual gratification in any number of ways. As I've learned, being fucked is far more satisfying than getting laid. Give me Shecock any day!

 


So here's to 4 years in the rear view mirror of my old life I was clinging onto, even as I embraced my true sissy self. In a few days another sissy milestone of mine is approaching to celebrate. Embrace your sissy life gurls, there is so much that awaits you!

Devina 

July 27, 2025

The Chastity Chronicles: 550 Days Locked...And Counting

Originally Posted Dec 30, 2018

 


Just a couple short days ago marked the 18th month in sissy chastity for me. Today is Day 550. The number sometimes is hard to comprehend. 550 days since I last played with my sissy clit like some filthy selfish subbie. In all that time, I've chronicled so many of the physical and psychological changes I've endured, but I had a new experience the other day: After a particularly loud sneeze, I sissy leaked!

 It was so funny to me! In fact when I feel a sissy leak coming on, I quietly repeat in my head over and over " C'mon sissy, leak limp for your Mistress..." and soon enough I can, and it's wonderful to know I can leak fully limp. I could have never imagined I could ever be able to do that before, but now I can.

 They say the journey to a far off place you can't see yet, begins with a series of small steps, one by one, until you find yourself in a land far from where you began, and you then marvel to yourself at how you managed to get there. My sissy journey proves this each day, and my deep discovery of sissy chastity has likely been the most changing of them all. My sexual preferences have completely changed to full bottom, my sexual desires have now evolved fully to Shecock, and even when my sissy clit is aroused by the sight of a beautiful TGirl or Shecock, my sissy clit only tingles much like I imagine a Woman's real clit does. This is so wondrous to me, I'm in awe!

 


So as the days and weeks and months go by, and my physiological transformation continues, the day when Lady Diva might reward me with a release is not a moment that I look upon with any memories of my old subbie life. I look upon it as an opportunity to prove to Her that She has changed me for the better and when She sees a beautiful Tgirl Shecock pound my asspussy to sissygasm, in that glorious moment before Her, I might have arrived. To me that won't be the end of this journey, but rather just the end of the beginning. I can only wonder in amazement what comes next... 

Devina

 

Author's Note: Today is Day 2952 in sissy chastity ;) 

July 25, 2025

Friday Feeling

 Sometimes you wake up on a Friday and you feel a sense of bliss like few others in life, except perhaps..





June 25, 2025

Cum Changes Everything

 


For a budding new sissy, there is a giant chasm that exists within all of us when we reach that stage where our desire to suck cock grows stronger than our fears. It feels like standing on the edge of a precipice on a tall building, wanting to leap to the building beside it, and while the distance between the two is relatively short, the drop in between is enormous and makes that gap seem 100x as far. Once a sissy makes a leap of blind faith across that gap, they know there is no turning back, and they are correct.

Once a sissy puts her lips to her cock of choice, her old life as she knew it ends and her sissy life begins. This was the same for me and I imagine all cocksucking sissies that came before and after. It forever changes you, and I hope like it did for me, it is for your own good. For me, it became a source of pride, and with each Shecock I worshiped with my mouth, my goal was to become the best cocksucker I could possibly be.

Why? Because I knew I needed to be and expert cocksucker to truly earn my reward... cum

 


Cum changes everything. It marks you, forever. You might as well have a tattoo on your forehead that says "CUM WHORE". In my sissy life, having my face painted by the cum of Shecocks is my reward to myself for worshiping Shecock all my sissy life. There is no greater sense of accomplishment and pride knowing you pleasured a cock with your mouth to the point where the beautiful flower that is Shecock blooms in front of you. And like a bee that pollinates a blooming flower's nectar, a sissy must strive to pollinate her own delicious nectar that she extracts from the cock she pleasures.

 


My very first facial was an unexpected surprise of sorts. I was having the time of my life with Lucy Bissett, while she pounded my asspussy when suddenly without warning she pulled out, quickly removed the condom and ordered me to open my mouth. In a split second without even truly comprehending was was happening, I did as told and milliseconds later found my mouth filling with hot splashy delicious cum as she stroked herself into my mouth and face. It was amazing, and in that moment, my sissy life changed again for eternity. I was indeed an eager cum whore! There was no hesitation whatsoever, I did as I was told and I savoured every last delicious drop from her Shecock. Pure bliss!

 


My second facial was very much the same way with Suzy Hung, but this time there was a little more build up as I waited , mouth open and eager, for my reward. I would flick my tongue over the head of her cock, coaxing it out until my face was painted with a huge blast to sticky Shecum. Like a wanton whore, I tried to catch it all in my mouth, and was left a wet sticky mess of a cum slut.

 


Sunshine's legendary fire hose facial was next. Her's was my first black Shecock facial and when she unloaded on me, it wasn't just a facial, it was in my hair, face, mouth, lips, chest, etc. It was like taking a glorious cum shower. Sunshine's explosion was captured on my phone and it was a thrill of a lifetime to share that video in person with Lady Diva Cane. The pride and smile on Her face seeing Her sissy, swallowing hot cum, made me brim with sissy pride as well!

 


My favorite facial just might have been when I was giving Lola Swift a blowjob and could feel her cock swelling in my mouth which encouraged me to keep tongue swirling her cock on my mouth when unexpected to her, she came in my mouth as I kept sucking her load own my throat. To be connected like that to her cock to the point of orgasm was a moment I cherished and never will forget.

So for all you sissy gurls still trying to overcome your fears and anxieties of sucking your first cock, remember, a world of reward waits you when you take that leap of faith. Take it from this proud sissy cocksucker, Devina loves being a cum slut and you will too!