The Chastity Chronicles: 550 Days Locked...And Counting

Originally Posted Dec 30, 2018

 

Just a couple short days ago marked the 18th month in sissy chastity for me. Today is Day 550. The number sometimes is hard to comprehend. 550 days since I last played with my sissy clit like some filthy selfish subbie. In all that time, I've chronicled so many of the physical and psychological changes I've endured, but I had a new experience the other day: After a particularly loud sneeze, I sissy leaked!

 It was so funny to me! In fact when I feel a sissy leak coming on, I quietly repeat in my head over and over " C'mon sissy, leak limp for your Mistress..." and soon enough I can, and it's wonderful to know I can leak fully limp. I could have never imagined I could ever be able to do that before, but now I can.

 They say the journey to a far off place you can't see yet, begins with a series of small steps, one by one, until you find yourself in a land far from where you began, and you then marvel to yourself at how you managed to get there. My sissy journey proves this each day, and my deep discovery of sissy chastity has likely been the most changing of them all. My sexual preferences have completely changed to full bottom, my sexual desires have now evolved fully to Shecock, and even when my sissy clit is aroused by the sight of a beautiful TGirl or Shecock, my sissy clit only tingles much like I imagine a Woman's real clit does. This is so wondrous to me, I'm in awe!

 

So as the days and weeks and months go by, and my physiological transformation continues, the day when Lady Diva might reward me with a release is not a moment that I look upon with any memories of my old subbie life. I look upon it as an opportunity to prove to Her that She has changed me for the better and when She sees a beautiful Tgirl Shecock pound my asspussy to sissygasm, in that glorious moment before Her, I might have arrived. To me that won't be the end of this journey, but rather just the end of the beginning. I can only wonder in amazement what comes next... 

Devina

 

Author's Note: Today is Day 2952 in sissy chastity ;)