Happy 9th Chastiversary to Me!

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A Time To Be Thankful

 

With the US Thanksgiving weekend well under way it's always a good time no matter where one resides, to take moments to reflect and be thankful for all life's blessings. Sissies should be no different because we have so very much to be thankful for. So in the spirit of the holidays down south, I'd like to share some of what I'm thankful for..

I'm so very thankful to Mistress Morganna (or Lady M as She prefers today) for opening the door to a world inconceivable to me when I submitted myself before Her for the very first time. Everything I am now, every amazing submissive experience, and every step on my sissy journey began in Her hands.

 

It's difficult to put into proper contact how thankful I am for Lady Diva Cane, and everything She has provided me in order for Devina to truly be born, and to grow into her own persona, and her own place in this world. She took the lump of submissive clay that Lady M began shaping and built a sissy upon that foundation, and continues to provide fertile soil for her to grow.

I am also so very thankful to each Dominant Woman who I have had the pleasure to meet, chat with, learn from, and session for. I'm also thankful for Their gifts of time, and Their perspectives as I tried to navigate the early steps and pathways in the BDSM world. To Lady Bernadett, Suzanna Stern, Mistress Patricia, and any others I may have overlooked, I give thanks for all the bricks You have placed in my foundation.

 

I'm eternally thankful to Diamond. My first Transexual encounter and one that was an incredibly positive experience. The times I spent with her gave me the courage to embrace my feelings and discover my true and honest desires and love of the third gender.

I'm grateful to TS Mistress Z, who took Devina's virginity with Her Shecock. The mind blowing experience of being entered with a hard, hot twitching, living Shecock is like no other. I'm grateful to Her for confirming my place as a bottom, marked now and forever.

 

I'm thankful for the opportunities to express my love of Shecock, and to Bambi, Erika, Danika Dreamz, Delilah, Dita, Egypt, Farah, Joanne, Lexi, Lola Swift, Lucy Bisset, Najwa, Nefertiti, Paris, Scorpio, Sunshine, Theresa, Zena, Tasha Jones (RIP), Gigi Lebond, Akira, Soda, and Suzy, for allowing me to taste you, feel you, and love you and your special gifts.

 

 

 

 

 

I'm thankful to all the Women who I've met, who have embraced the sissy I truly am, and have shared with me Their Womanly magic in pieces of their wardrobe, which I cherish and make as my own..

 

The above is only a small cross section of items, but each and every item has Their Feminine energy within it, and I feel it resonate within me when I wear them. I'm grateful that They have embraced who and what I am.

I'm also thankful that with each passing day, the world around me is slowly becoming less dark, and more open to sissies like me. I'm thankful to have found Women around me who understand that just because one is a sissy, doesn't automatically make them desire males, and for understanding that a sissy often has a deeper love for the Women around them than most can realize, and that there is definitely such things as sissy lesbians, because I am one.

And finally, I'm thankful to all the Dominant Women who grace me with Their time and energy, to reinforce my sissy life daily, and I'm thankful for all those who come to this blog. I never thought I would still be doing it, but it's a part of who Devina is as well.

If you are celebrating Thanksgiving, I wish everyone a safe and wonderful time with loved ones!

Sincerely Sissy

Devina

Celebrating My 11th Deniversary - My Pussy Free Life

 

Today is a beautiful day in my sissy journey. 11 years pussy free! 11 wonderful years beneath Lady Diva where I haven't contaminated the Female world with my inferior leaking dribble that occasionally oozes from my sissy clit. Another year where my sissy life's journey has changed my entire existence into a humbled subservient  creature who no longer view's Woman in anything but a superior manner.

It's an amazing place to be!

 Women are forced to endure all manners of ugliness from the knuckle dragging male species. The interactions that Lady Diva constantly shares with me, routinely make me shudder with disgust. My continued existence as a sissy in part, endures to counter the wave of male ego driven ugliness. Being a sissy means I will never be rude to Women, I will never be seen as a threat to Women, and I exist to make Women's lives better in any ways that I can.

I don't ever need to pursue Women in a traditional sense. 

I don't have a male ego left, that demands feeding. 

Lady Diva and others have eliminated that part of my psyche, and I am a much better person for it. My life is better in too many ways to share as a result.

 Entering my second decade of being a permanently pussy free sissy is part of my ongoing devotion to Lady Diva, Lady M, and all the Dominant Women who have influenced and shaped my sissy life. It is a small price to pay for being allowed into Their world in a trusted space which I cherish each day.

To be a living example of a male ego crushed into dust, with a sissy flower growing in it's place is one of my proudest accomplishments in my life. 

Don't be afraid to cast aside your old destructive self and embrace the sissy you have always felt like within. Your journey will be worth it and more!

 

Sincerely Sissy

Devina  

 

It Takes a Village of Women to Make Us

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For the Love of Her Cock

 

 Every sissy travels their own road with their own destination in mind. Some are those who wish to temporarily escape the bonds of their birth gender for a Feminine fantasy escape. Some for reasons that I don't relate to, wish to become a gurl only to be humiliated, and used by males (*shudders*). Others choose to follow the call of a voice deep inside them that there is more to their existence than what was first thought as per their birth gender.

We as gurls, all find ourselves at the mercy of our deepest desires and unless we confront and deal with them, many can often be haunted by them and find themselves lost or in dangerous places. I often look back upon my sissy journey and am thankful that I never did anything truly stupid and put myself in harms way. Not wanting any part of a male's influence in my journey I'm sure has a lot to do with my well being. That was a truth that was absolute and has always remained rock solid, even if some can't understand the dichotomy of loving Shecock but being detested by males. I don't ask that anyone has to 'get it' but to know and accept that I do, and have no problem distinguishing the two at all.

 

Over the course of many years, Devina has reformatted my brain through the love of Shecock. Femdomination has done nothing but reinforce that love through continuous positive Womanly cock reinforcement. Lady Diva has always been my biggest fan in my exploration of my true inner gurl and has always embraced and encouraged my love of Shecock. Furthermore, She has fully understood my repulsion of males completely, as have most of the Dommes I've been fortunate enough to have in my daily life as regular Femdom influences.

Not all have understood that along the way. Mistress Suzanna Stern and I always had fascinating debates over my Shecock love as She always challenged me on the source of that love. Even if She and I never fully agreed, our debates strengthened my resolve and made me look closely at why I loved Shecock. And love it I do!

Reconciling Devina with my love of Shemale cock was the most defining part of my individual sexuality. I finally felt complete! There is no shame whatsoever for me being a cocksucker, and no shame in me accepting my place as a bottom, fully completely to all Women. It makes the Women in my life happy, and I love to make them happy! I exist as a sissy solely to make Women happy, be it GG Women or T-Girls. When I take a cock in my mouth or in my asspussy, being Shecock or Femdom cock, it's the ultimate expression of my devotion and acceptance to the higher power of the Feminine Spirit. The universe in that moment is rewarding me for the choices I made to become a gurl, and it continues to bless me and reward me daily for that devotion. I wish all gurls could experience that energy.

 

So I embrace all manner of Female/Shemale cock as it makes me a better sissy and brings me closer to being a Woman, even if in spirit. Feeling a Domme's strong hands grab my hips as She pounds Her strapon in me, and confirms my sissyhood with each stroke pushes me closer with each thrust. Feeling a hot steamy Shecock facial explode over my sissy face forever marks me as a true sissy whore and for that I'm always so grateful. It's what I was meant to be.

The more Women that I have shared my inner self with, the more that Feminine Spirit has grown within me. It's not easy to explain but it becomes all encompassing. I know that I may never reach the pinnacle of transition, but it never stops me from wanting to get a little closer each day...

Devina