For the Love of Her Cock

 

 Every sissy travels their own road with their own destination in mind. Some are those who wish to temporarily escape the bonds of their birth gender for a Feminine fantasy escape. Some for reasons that I don't relate to, wish to become a gurl only to be humiliated, and used by males (*shudders*). Others choose to follow the call of a voice deep inside them that there is more to their existence than what was first thought as per their birth gender.

We as gurls, all find ourselves at the mercy of our deepest desires and unless we confront and deal with them, many can often be haunted by them and find themselves lost or in dangerous places. I often look back upon my sissy journey and am thankful that I never did anything truly stupid and put myself in harms way. Not wanting any part of a male's influence in my journey I'm sure has a lot to do with my well being. That was a truth that was absolute and has always remained rock solid, even if some can't understand the dichotomy of loving Shecock but being detested by males. I don't ask that anyone has to 'get it' but to know and accept that I do, and have no problem distinguishing the two at all.

 

Over the course of many years, Devina has reformatted my brain through the love of Shecock. Femdomination has done nothing but reinforce that love through continuous positive Womanly cock reinforcement. Lady Diva has always been my biggest fan in my exploration of my true inner gurl and has always embraced and encouraged my love of Shecock. Furthermore, She has fully understood my repulsion of males completely, as have most of the Dommes I've been fortunate enough to have in my daily life as regular Femdom influences.

Not all have understood that along the way. Mistress Suzanna Stern and I always had fascinating debates over my Shecock love as She always challenged me on the source of that love. Even if She and I never fully agreed, our debates strengthened my resolve and made me look closely at why I loved Shecock. And love it I do!

Reconciling Devina with my love of Shemale cock was the most defining part of my individual sexuality. I finally felt complete! There is no shame whatsoever for me being a cocksucker, and no shame in me accepting my place as a bottom, fully completely to all Women. It makes the Women in my life happy, and I love to make them happy! I exist as a sissy solely to make Women happy, be it GG Women or T-Girls. When I take a cock in my mouth or in my asspussy, being Shecock or Femdom cock, it's the ultimate expression of my devotion and acceptance to the higher power of the Feminine Spirit. The universe in that moment is rewarding me for the choices I made to become a gurl, and it continues to bless me and reward me daily for that devotion. I wish all gurls could experience that energy.

 

So I embrace all manner of Female/Shemale cock as it makes me a better sissy and brings me closer to being a Woman, even if in spirit. Feeling a Domme's strong hands grab my hips as She pounds Her strapon in me, and confirms my sissyhood with each stroke pushes me closer with each thrust. Feeling a hot steamy Shecock facial explode over my sissy face forever marks me as a true sissy whore and for that I'm always so grateful. It's what I was meant to be.

The more Women that I have shared my inner self with, the more that Feminine Spirit has grown within me. It's not easy to explain but it becomes all encompassing. I know that I may never reach the pinnacle of transition, but it never stops me from wanting to get a little closer each day...

Devina