Womania Empire Founding Day

 

A most happy day to celebrate Womania Empire of which I am proud to be owned under Lady Diva Cane and Maitresse Cathie LaDivine. Alongside the Other World Kingdom, these are the places where Female Supremacy are active and enforced daily. I urge you to purchase your own Womania Stones to be come a subject of the empire

Perfect Imperfection - Miss Tracy Dallas

 Originally Posted June 10, 2019

 Some of my blog posts happen quickly, while others require a bolt of inspiration or motivation to bring out. Others percolate over a long time in trying to formulate and shape an idea worth sharing. This post has been many weeks or even longer in the making, for a variety of reasons.

One of the dearest things that my cherished D/s relationship with Lady Diva Cane has brought me is our G/girlfriend chats, where I can confide in Her all the things going on in my sissy brain when it all seems a bit much for me to stay on top of. Among many of our little chats was a wonderful thing said to me by Lady Diva that She felt I indeed had a Womanly intuition about many things not only in my sissy life but in general when it comes to people. That was a very proud moment for me as a sissy as my Gemini brain has always felt as if one of my 'twins' was indeed Female.

I've often trusted my Womanly intuition along my sissy journey when it's come to interactions as a sub, and sissy with other Dommes, Trans Women, and kink play in general. While we all make mistakes in life when it comes to interacting with people, and I'm certainly no different, I do have a bit of pride in my sixth sense in being able to read people's energy, even from afar, and this has served me very well. Some of my most cherished friendships and interactions with Dominant Women have come from relying on this sixth sense of mine to tell if my sissy energy resonates with another's more Radiant Womanly Power.

Which brings me to the strikingly radiant Woman at the top of this blog post and the topic of today. Miss Tracy Dallas.

I'm not exactly sure when it was I discovered Miss Dallas but seeing Her for the first time sent a lightning bolt through my sissy self. Dominant Women all posses a certain beauty and it comes in all forms, shapes, sizes, and intensities. Miss Tracy gave off a unique energy that immediately caused an energy vibration in my sissy brain, even before I was able to learn more about Her. That Womanly intuition was again on the mark as I was able to respectfully reach out to Her and occasionally interact on a social media basis.

 

I soon learned of Her embrace of the Transgender and gender bending lifestyles, and that only made me more intrigued by Her, but as time went on I realized something more, about Her and myself.

I think that no matter what side of kink/bdsm/alt life play we engage in, there is a process in which we take certain parts of our vanilla self and exaggerate them to the extreme until we become the person we are within the alt lifestyle we choose. It's why sissies want to be frilly pink maids or trashy sluts, and why Dommes are drawn to extreme heels, latex, corsets etc.. There are things within us that we want to shape and manipulate to being ourselves to a place we wish to be. In understanding this nature of all of us, I began to realize why I held certain strong magnetism's to certain people within my sissylife, be it Dommes and certainly Trans Women.

As Miss Dallas would occasionally share Her vacation photos with the world, I also realized something within myself and that was my deep seated appreciation of what might be referred to as imperfect beauty. Those who aren't blessed to have hit the perfect genetic jackpot in every way but instead have unique and interesting quirks and perceived imperfections that come together in a special puzzle that makes them special to those fortunate enough to have the gift of appreciation of such things.

 

It made me appreciate perhaps what life growing up for Miss Tracy might have been like ( I know nothing of the details, but it's pure speculation and reliance on my Womanly intuition, so apologies if I completely get it wrong. But I thought of how perhaps at certain times in Her life growing up She may have considered Herself too tall or too uncoordinated or too whatever we deal with before we blossom into who we eventually become. The magic of Miss Dallas happens when She steps into Her world of BDSM and then this happens:

 

As I've said to Her on twitter many times, and as anyone can clearly see, the camera does not just Love Miss Tracy, it has a torridly passionate love affair with Her that leaves us all breathless. Her form is exaggerated via Her Womanly Power into this magnificent vision that is simply amazing.

Yet for this sissy, I can't help but admire the beauty beneath all of that blazing Femdom radiance. For me, I love the perfect imperfections in Her when the camera is not there. W/we have never met, yet I would find Her story fascinating to listen to, and how She came to have a soft place in Her heart for us gurls. As amazing as the fetishization of our kinks are, I have always found it most rewarding to learn about what lies beneath, where a Woman's true power originates from. It's those things that truly separate a true natural Domme from those often referred to as "hooker with a whip" types.

In understanding my admiration for Miss Dallas in the context of my sissylife, and how Lady Diva has given me the fertile soil in which to grow and understand myself, I've realized that I've often had a soft spot in my sissy heart for others similar to Miss Tracy. Those along the way who may have been seen by others or themselves as not 'perfect' but who found themselves and became far greater than a label. Mistress Kendra James, Lola Ruin, Queen Arena Rome, and others come to mind. I certainly hope that none of Them take this post as a slight in anyway. That's probably why it took so long for me to compose my thoughts and hopefully share them in a coherent manner.

As a sissy, we live a life long struggle of knowing how far away from Feminine beauty we live most of our days as, so perhaps in my case, those who I see a tiny teeny bit of myself in, and who have blossomed to spectacular fashion, give me hope and inspiration that my own sissy self can find that place too.

Thank You Miss Dallas for filling my sissy heart with admiration and inspiration. I truly hope one day I can listen to Your story in person. I know I would find it fascinating listening to how You arrived .

Sincerely Sissy

Devina

It Takes a Village of Women to Make Us

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Happy International Women's Day to All

 In my world, this day is every day but a Happy International Women's Day to all, especially the Dominant Women who I am grateful that are a part of my life!

 

 Lady Diva Cane

Lady M

Maitresse Cathie La Divine

 

Miss Jasmine

 

 Goddess Megan

 

Miss Tracy Dallas

 

Miss Kendra James

 

Goddess Brianna

 

Mistress Patricia

 

Lady Bernadett

 

Mistress Luna

 

 Mistress Marlene Von Sonne

 

 

The above amazing Women have had direct influence in my sissy life and are pillars of my submissive sissy journey. There are so many others that have come and gone (sadly) and I wish They all could have stayed a part of my life. To all of You who have brought Womanly energy and joy to this sissy's heart, I thank You, today and each day!

Happy Canadian Thanksgiving - Much To Be Thankful For

 

Originally posted 2015 Thanksgiving, yet my gratitude remains.

Sissies always find themselves torn between multiple worlds. Their born gender and their chosen or desired one. Their outward assumed sexuality and their deeply desired one. Their accepted/expected role in society and the yearning and longings to have the freedom to express themselves via their Feminization and to hope to find anything but ridicule.

There are times when we find ourselves immersed in the pure joy that sweeps over us when enveloped in our Femininity, the heart swelling of pride when a Domme is pleased by us, and the rewards of our sissy wanton lusts satisfied when we give in fully to our sissy dreams. And yet there is the sadness, depression, and loneliness that comes when those things for reasons that vary, are removed from us, be it for a short while, or longer. When a sissy's Femininity is taken from her, for no matter how long, it is only then that she understands just how important her sissy side, her Feminine side, the Female spirit within, is to her entire being. There are times for all of us. no matter how active we are in our Femininity, where life, circumstance, employment, etc intrudes into our sanctuary that is our Feminine world and disrupts everything.

 

I've always strive to keep in daily contact with my Feminine side, and in a lot of ways, my blog is a valuable tool. Some days it's the only connection to my inner self that I have in maintaining the correct mindset that Lady Diva and so many others have instilled in me as to how to embrace who I really am. Recently, life intruded and took me away from all my Feminine things; my clothes, makeup, toys, shoes, etc.. for an extended length of time, and the worst part of it was not just being away from home, but being away from ME. It very much put into perspective how much all those things weren't just "things", they were now pieces of who I was, and how I saw myself. I missed not being able to sleep in my silk jammies, or satin negligees. I longed to the feel of stockings on my legs and the familiar comfort of wearing panties everyday. Even the pain of wearing my 4 & 5" heels at home, were now things I missed...

With my new work assignment I was weeks away from the office, I missed wearing stockings, garters, and panties under my "business" clothes. I longed to play the fun mental game of trying to figure out who had the sexier panties on that day; me or one of my Female bosses. So as I write this entry today, back home, it is in all the familiar comforts of my Feminine attire and on this Thanksgiving weekend here in Canada, I truly have so much to be thankful for.

Unlike today, with so much reach to the virtual world in every corner of the globe, when I first discovered my feelings of real Femininity, it was pre-internet and a very scary lonely place, full of shame and self doubt. I'm thankful to the Dominant Women who first guided me, Mistress Morganna, Mistress Patricia, Lady Bernadett , Suzana Stern, and later the wonderful Lady Diva Cane. You all nurtured the seed, allowed it to germinate and grow, and then protected it and cared for it until strong enough to take root. You showed me the path to take my first baby deer steps onto wearing heels I wobbled in many times, but loved just the same.

 

In my sissy life today exists a plethora of Dominant Women of whom words simply cannot convey my gratitude at how They have made time for me, humoured me, and put up with me in the smallest of ways. They are spread over the globe, and many I may never meet in person (although I truly and sincerely wish one day to serve before You, even just once), but Your positive reinforcement, acceptance and encouragement, each day gives me motivation, and inspiration to follow my sissy training and conditioning to the Womanly goals in life I aspire to. I know to many of You, I'm just another internet sissy, but each of You truly make a difference in my life each and every day. Your Feminine radiance of Your strong Womanly divine spirit are the beacons in my life set to guide me along my path of sissy destiny....

In no particular order I wish to convey to you from the bottom of my heart:

Mistress Nikki Whiplash - A vision in Female perfection. You continually make my heart stop with Your piercing gaze. My love for You is sincere and pure.

Miss Jasmine - An amazing inspiration to follow one's heart and embrace the adventure of the journey, no matter where it leads.

Lady Jane - A sissy could not have a better Woman to feel accepted, embraced, and loved in the ways that only You can. You are truly the rarest of gems. It is forever a goal in my life to experience Your energy in person to express to You through submission how special You are in this world.

Lady Riva - You honoured my sissy existence, in what was truly a surprise to me. Thank You so much for giving me reason to one day see Germany.

 

Madame Terri-Jean Bedford - Canada's crusading Dominatrix, You inspire all to be strong in the face of ridicule, and to never give in.being acknowledged by You was truly a humbling experience, thank You.

Goddess Brianna - Simply an intoxicating cocktail of Femdom radiance, heart stopping beauty, and the most devious imagination. Your Feminine power radiates pure.

Mistress Lady Foc - Such a warm loving energy that I hope to one day experience in person. Hopefully together with....

Mistress Cruel Dama - You chose to bestow Your grace upon me and took me in like a flower battered in a rain storm and allow me room to renew and grow. My sissy heart is warmed each time it hears from You and I hope I may reward You one day by being the best sissy I can be in person.

Mistress Tracy Dallas - Your awe inspiring Female spirit is only matched by Your amazing personality. Your acceptance of gurls like me, continues to give hope that we all can live the life we choose , free of society's dispersions, and full of inclusion. My sissy heart skipped a beat from the first time I saw Your picture, and it overjoys me so each time You grace my life.

Miss Simone Justice - A legendary Domme, who's power over nature, allows Her to be such an amazing Woman, full of patience, and full of kindness.

 

Princess Embry Addams - The Femdom Princess of the frozen north. A dazzling combination of fire and ice. Thank You for allowing me into Your world.

Goddess Heather - A standard to which Feminine Power and Feminine Strength is measured. Your radiance transcends time, space, and technology. There is no measurable way that a sissy could feel anything but fully and completely inferior to You. A true Force of Nature that makes me tremble in the wake of Your pure awesomeness. Your gifts are ones I treasure with pure reverence.

Mistress Cathie LaDivine - From the first time I saw Your picture, I was captivated and forever in awe of You. I was so honoured to have been welcomed into Your world, and am forever grateful for Your gifts of which I will forever cherish, the foremost being Your friendship. Recently I was feeling quite down and felt my sissy energy was at a very low point. I would like to think that Your Feminine intuition let You know that a sissy sister needed an energy only You can provide, so Your email out of the blue truly brought a tear to my eye, and emotions to overflowing. From the bottom of my heart and soul, Thank You.

Lady Diva Cane - My Mistress, my confidant, and the keeper of my most inner secrets and desires. What You have brought to my life in allowing this sissy to grow from the recessed fantasy of a lowly male worthless sub, to the Shecock sucking sissy slut gurl who overflows with joy with each transformation You provide.....one cannot express in words the impact You have had on my life. Without You I would still be nothing. Without Your encouragement, none of the above aforementioned Dommes would ever have been a part of my sissy existence. You have allowed me to overcome some of my deepest fears and to realize some of my wildest dreams. There are no words to express my never ending gratitude....

Lady Morganna - My real life fairy GodMother. You were the first who placed Your hands on this lump of useless male clay, and began to shape it into something of Your vision. You gave me structure, a foundation, and code of submissive ethics and conduct that I follow to this day. I could never have become the real me without You. 

To all the amazing Dommes in my life, on this Thanksgiving, I am so very humbled and thankful to have each and every one of You as the guiding lights of my life. In this world where often Domme's patience and energy are constantly tested and drained by unappreciative, selfish, and boorish subs, please know that You all have touched my sissy life in the most wonderful ways, and in the most Womanly of ways. Your energy fuels me to keep travelling the paths of Feminization and Femdomination. Thank You all so much and I love You all in the most sincere of ways possible.

Devina