Originally Posted June 10, 2019
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Some of my blog posts happen quickly, while others require a bolt of inspiration or motivation to bring out. Others percolate over a long time in trying to formulate and shape an idea worth sharing. This post has been many weeks or even longer in the making, for a variety of reasons.
One of the dearest things that my cherished D/s relationship with Lady Diva Cane has brought me is our G/girlfriend chats, where I can confide in Her all the things going on in my sissy brain when it all seems a bit much for me to stay on top of. Among many of our little chats was a wonderful thing said to me by Lady Diva that She felt I indeed had a Womanly intuition about many things not only in my sissy life but in general when it comes to people. That was a very proud moment for me as a sissy as my Gemini brain has always felt as if one of my 'twins' was indeed Female.
I've often trusted my Womanly intuition along my sissy journey when it's come to interactions as a sub, and sissy with other Dommes, Trans Women, and kink play in general. While we all make mistakes in life when it comes to interacting with people, and I'm certainly no different, I do have a bit of pride in my sixth sense in being able to read people's energy, even from afar, and this has served me very well. Some of my most cherished friendships and interactions with Dominant Women have come from relying on this sixth sense of mine to tell if my sissy energy resonates with another's more Radiant Womanly Power.
Which brings me to the strikingly radiant Woman at the top of this blog post and the topic of today. Miss Tracy Dallas.
I'm not exactly sure when it was I discovered Miss Dallas but seeing Her for the first time sent a lightning bolt through my sissy self. Dominant Women all posses a certain beauty and it comes in all forms, shapes, sizes, and intensities. Miss Tracy gave off a unique energy that immediately caused an energy vibration in my sissy brain, even before I was able to learn more about Her. That Womanly intuition was again on the mark as I was able to respectfully reach out to Her and occasionally interact on a social media basis.
I soon learned of Her embrace of the Transgender and gender bending lifestyles, and that only made me more intrigued by Her, but as time went on I realized something more, about Her and myself.
I think that no matter what side of kink/bdsm/alt life play we engage in, there is a process in which we take certain parts of our vanilla self and exaggerate them to the extreme until we become the person we are within the alt lifestyle we choose. It's why sissies want to be frilly pink maids or trashy sluts, and why Dommes are drawn to extreme heels, latex, corsets etc.. There are things within us that we want to shape and manipulate to being ourselves to a place we wish to be. In understanding this nature of all of us, I began to realize why I held certain strong magnetism's to certain people within my sissylife, be it Dommes and certainly Trans Women.
As Miss Dallas would occasionally share Her vacation photos with the world, I also realized something within myself and that was my deep seated appreciation of what might be referred to as imperfect beauty. Those who aren't blessed to have hit the perfect genetic jackpot in every way but instead have unique and interesting quirks and perceived imperfections that come together in a special puzzle that makes them special to those fortunate enough to have the gift of appreciation of such things.
It made me appreciate perhaps what life growing up for Miss Tracy might have been like ( I know nothing of the details, but it's pure speculation and reliance on my Womanly intuition, so apologies if I completely get it wrong. But I thought of how perhaps at certain times in Her life growing up She may have considered Herself too tall or too uncoordinated or too whatever we deal with before we blossom into who we eventually become. The magic of Miss Dallas happens when She steps into Her world of BDSM and then this happens:
As I've said to Her on twitter many times, and as anyone can clearly see, the camera does not just Love Miss Tracy, it has a torridly passionate love affair with Her that leaves us all breathless. Her form is exaggerated via Her Womanly Power into this magnificent vision that is simply amazing.
Yet for this sissy, I can't help but admire the beauty beneath all of that blazing Femdom radiance. For me, I love the perfect imperfections in Her when the camera is not there. W/we have never met, yet I would find Her story fascinating to listen to, and how She came to have a soft place in Her heart for us gurls. As amazing as the fetishization of our kinks are, I have always found it most rewarding to learn about what lies beneath, where a Woman's true power originates from. It's those things that truly separate a true natural Domme from those often referred to as "hooker with a whip" types.
In understanding my admiration for Miss Dallas in the context of my sissylife, and how Lady Diva has given me the fertile soil in which to grow and understand myself, I've realized that I've often had a soft spot in my sissy heart for others similar to Miss Tracy. Those along the way who may have been seen by others or themselves as not 'perfect' but who found themselves and became far greater than a label. Mistress Kendra James, Lola Ruin, Queen Arena Rome, and others come to mind. I certainly hope that none of Them take this post as a slight in anyway. That's probably why it took so long for me to compose my thoughts and hopefully share them in a coherent manner.
As a sissy, we live a life long struggle of knowing how far away from Feminine beauty we live most of our days as, so perhaps in my case, those who I see a tiny teeny bit of myself in, and who have blossomed to spectacular fashion, give me hope and inspiration that my own sissy self can find that place too.
Thank You Miss Dallas for filling my sissy heart with admiration and inspiration. I truly hope one day I can listen to Your story in person. I know I would find it fascinating listening to how You arrived .
Sincerely Sissy
Devina