Showing posts with label Addickted. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Addickted. Show all posts

May 23, 2026

Dreaming of Shecock is a Regular and Normal Thing Now


 I can't exactly recall when it started, but its been for sure at least 3 years ago now, maybe more. On more weekends than not, when I have no alarm to wake me and I can just sleep peacefully, a beautiful thing happens in the hour or so before I wake, as the subconscious and conscious mind are mixing...

I dream intensely of Shecock

The one's I've sucked, the ones I dream of sucking, and the ones I want to suck again and again. The orientation is always the same visually. I'm always beneath a beautiful Woman and Her gorgeous cock 


 My sissy clit remains semi turgid in it's cage and panties but my brain synapses fire into beautiful, soothing thoughts of making love to Women's cocks. It is such a beautiful, calming and peaceful way to begin my day. It further reinforces my complete sexual transformation, and when you consider that I have had far more sexual experiences with Trans Women, than Women, it feels entirely natural and wonderful.

And therein lies the difference between kink play, and fundamental life transformation. It's easy in your conscious mind to think about, obsess over, and enjoy your kinks or preferences.  My journey has been years long and has rewired my brain, my desires, and my basic needs to where what fuels my sissy life isn't something I have to turn on, or indulge in.

Its simply there. Always. 24-7


 All thoughts, awake or not, when it comes to sexuality, and my place in life are in submission to Shecock. Both Women's strapons and TGirl cock. It's not even a debate I have internally. There's no cheating with my thoughts in regards to Women. As a sissy, I'm a total failure with Women anyway so why bother to keep failing?  It's easier to submit and serve, and far more rewarding.

I truly hope any sissy reading this finds their own place like I have. It's a place I never wish to retreat from. Ever. 

March 13, 2026

I Love Thinking About Dick

 This is one of my favourite audio tracks to listen to on repeat when I go to sleep :)


 

March 4, 2026

Who Thinks About it More?

 

If you're a sissy, have you ever wondered how much you think of cock compared to every day Women? Do you think it's even a close ratio? Based on my own daily thoughts it's probably not even remotely close!

There are a few accepted non-negotiables in today's world for all sissies. The main two pillars of sissy life are sissy chastity and that ALL sissies at some point, preferably early, in their journey MUST know what cock tastes like.


  If cock has not touched your lips, you simply are that the point in your journey where you are a crossdresser. There is nothing wrong with that, but the mantle of "sissy" means something more. Something deeper in your journey that you cannot return from. 

I won't get into why some sissies prefer different types of cock, for that is a far deeper dive into the psyche of sissies, but as most who follow my blog know, Shecock is my default and only setting, so I will approach this from the only POV I know.


 I purposely update my blog in the mornings. One of the main reasons is it gives me the opportunity to start thinking of Shecock at the start of my day. There have been many times (and it's an ongoing thing) where I'm dreaming of Shecock even before I wake. This has been a key pillar of my long term sexual rewiring of my sissy brain to bring me to the point where my sexual desires are fully and completely focused on Shecock. Beginning the day is the first step to thinking about Shecock numerous times throughout my day, 24/7/365.

 

Thinking of Shecock throughout my day is like having your secret best friend always by your side. It's a constant reminder of who and what you really are. It conditions your thoughts and actions in your daily life to avoid old disgusting habits once caused by your emasculated male ego. You can quickly and effectively center your sissy brain by reminding yourself at various times in your day that you are a sissy cocksucker. It's a powerful self motivational tool to keep yourself in line as per your Domme's training and wishes!


 I don't know to what degree Women think of sucking cock, but based on discussions with Lady Diva, the ratio might be 100-1000:1 between sissies and Women.  Thats something to be proud of as a sissy. It's something that sets us apart in the Female/TGirl/sissy hierarchy. 

Embrace your cock loving thoughts. It's what makes you special!

 

Devina 

 

October 29, 2025

Absolute Truth

 


 There have once been times when I wondered if my choosing to embrace my sissy life and my love of Shecock was the right path. But I know in my heart, I could never give that part of me up. This sissy was born to suck Shecock!