"The Cocks Bursting in Air..."

 Gave proof to us all, that our mouths should be there...

 

One Million - The Road Back

 

If you don't know, this is the second version of my blog after gewgel suddenly , without warning, and without explanation (even when challenged) nuked my blog after 11 1/2 years. That first blog had over 9.7 million views and I was crushed. I came very close to throwing in the towel.

But it was my need to have my sissy story "forevered" in the internet, so that there was no denying who I always was. So, I started all over again, except this time I had the weight of my own name being shadowbanned by gewgel on all levels.

The growth of this blog was slow, painfully slow. You couldn't search my name for months and find any traces to me of this new blog. But I soldiered on, day after day, re-establishing my foot hold. The first months were depressing with 3-5k views per month, then for months it felt like my traffic was throttled at 10k, then 15k. For over a year I couldn't get over 15k views no matter what I tried. 

It took over 2 years to hit 500 000 views. I kept going on.

The this Feb something happened, other search engine traffic came alive and the numbers started growing, slowly then suddenly. Now only 9 months after taking more than 2 years to hit 500 000 views, I've gone over 1 000 000 as of this morning. Between this blog and my old one, I've gone over 10 million.

Thank you to everyone who has helped me rebuild this place where the sissy life, my story, and my love of Women and Trans Women can be celebrated. 

Celebrating 30 Years of The O.W.K & Female Supremacy!

 

Today we celebrate the vision of Empress Queen Patricia I and Her creation of The Other World Kingdom! Her vision created a true space where Female Supremacy was not just an idea, but a living, breathing space where the tenants of Femdomination are practised daily in a castle in Czech Republic.

 Dominant Women from all over the globe have travelled here to live the natural life of Female Supremacy and complete Gynarchy. The vision has been cultivated and carried forth into the sub region of Womania Empire, of which I am a proud submissive under Maitresse Cathie LaDivine, and Lady Diva Cane. 

The OWK being a place where Women rule completely, created the Womania Empire where all who were sincere in Female Supremacy could contribute and continue to support the efforts of Queen Patricia's vision of a growing world where Women are worshipped, honoured, served, and praised.

 Let us all rejoice that there exists a real place where the Ideals of Female Supremacy are a living and breathing reality! Long Live the OWK!

Womania Empire Founding Day

 

A most happy day to celebrate Womania Empire of which I am proud to be owned under Lady Diva Cane and Maitresse Cathie LaDivine. Alongside the Other World Kingdom, these are the places where Female Supremacy are active and enforced daily. I urge you to purchase your own Womania Stones to be come a subject of the empire

Erotic Art and the Intrusion of AI

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Devina's Domme of the Day March 8 International Womens Day

 

Since I spent most of the day yesterday without power, I must not overlook the significance of March 8.  On International Women's Day, I must pay homage to the Woman who first began to mould the male lump of clay I first came to Her as and began to shape me into something better, and eventually into the sissy I always knew I was inside. Mistress Morganna aka Lady M will always be the first of many to me. The first Woman I submitted to, the first Woman to take my asspussy virginity, the first Woman to put me in panties and lingerie, the first Woman to transform me, and the first Woman who taught me my true place in this world. Thank You.

2026 is Here!

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#Locktober is a Doorway to a Whole New World

 Originally Posted Oct 6, 2018

 

Long before there was a Devina, and long before there was a panty boi subbie that would evolve into Devina, there was an oddly curious me that looked at images and illustrations of chastity with a complete bewilderment. I never understood it, and looking back now, how could I? When a male creature sees chastity, they see a denial of their basic filthy male urges. Others will see it as a fetish experience to delay by a period of time with teasing, those same basic filthy urges. But many years later from my first bewilderment of BDSM/Chastity, and as a devoted sissy who as of today has been locked for 1 year, 3 months, 1 week and 1 day; sissy chastity is not a denial of anything.

It's a doorway to a new world.

 

No matter if you are a subbie or a sissy, when you experience chastity for the first time for any period of time beyond a session with a Domme, whatever you have left of your emasculated male ego (EME), rebels angrily. Your first hours, days, and perhaps week is filled with your urges and desires of your old ugly male life on overload because your EME knows this is the beginning of the true end for him. Even if locked for one day, your curiosity will push you to see if you could do two, or three, and so on.

My first chastity experiment was for 48 hours and even when complete, I was already thinking of what it could be like to go longer, what type of device would one need to go a week, or two or more? How would my Domme feel if I could make a month? And then the secret behind Chastity began to reveal itself to me..

 

With each mini milestone I made in sissy chastity, Lady Diva would be so pleased, and encouraged me to push past the physical restraints to realize that each day spent in sissy chastity was unlocking this giant door to another level of my sissy life! Each day you live in chastity moves you further and further past your old life you wanted to escape in the first place when you give in to submission to a Woman. It's impossible to see that until you offer a gift to Femdomination, and like so many ways before, it remains true. Your gifts of submission are returned to you in ways beyond your dreams!

When I made 37 days in sissy chastity as my previous best before my current journey of 15 months and counting, my sissy brain was still wired to experience physical pleasure by sissy clit stimulation. Removing access to one part of the body forces the brain to re-route new neural pathways to compensate. The physical pleasures I once experienced regularly were now closed off and new ones were created. Experiencing new physical and emotional sensations when one is past their physical development stages of youth is an amazing journey that is difficult to describe to those who haven't experienced it themselves.

 

In chastity, you no longer penetrate anything. This is an enormous physiological and psychological evolution. YOU, are what is penetrated! Sex begins to change in a dramatic way to the point where the longer you serve in chastity for Her, the more happy She is with your gift, the more you experience your reward of being penetrated. Once you begin to associate being penetrated with the only source of sexual gratification you will receive, your brain and body will begin to redefine your senses, your pleasures, and your urges. This I have experienced first hand and sharing those thoughts with Lady Diva as a further emotional bonding moment between Superior and sissy.

At some point during months 6-8 in sissy chastity, I began having sexual dreams never experienced before. What at one time in my life were "normal" sexual dreams, now had evolved to where I was now experiencing dreams of being penetrated by Shecock of both varieties. Domme's strapons and hot Shecock and the sensations of my asspussy being filled by them created a release of happy hormones in my brain that on two occasions caused me to wake up to a sissy leak in my bed. This was a massive seismic shift upon realizing what was now happening within me! Chastity wasn't about closing something off, it had unleashed something inside me, something that was amazing. I've now arrived to a place where conscious and subconscious thoughts of sex are 100% as a bottom. 

 

Even more, I've realized that my enduring devotion to sissy chastity is a 24/7 gift to Lady Diva and Maitresse Cathie. No matter the time or circumstance, when it pleases Them, They know that in that moment, they possess a piece of a sissy that is causing a deeper evolution of another human who simply wanted to be better that the male vessel that once brought them to the world of BDSM. Even though I still have to deal with the vessel, what it holds is the creation of those Goddeses that took the lump of clay that was me, first kneeling in a hotel room doorway in front of Mistress Morganna, and continue to create an evolving piece of sissy art by Their hands.

Locktober can be a celebration of something life changing for you as well. It should never really be about denial if you approach it the right way. I have never once asked for a release, and will not, because I know now that the more I give, the greater the reward I receive will be. That is the lesson of Locktober.

Sincerely Sissy

Devina 

Happy Sissy Birthday to Me!

 All sissies have 2 Birthdays. There is the day we are all brought into this world, and then there is a day as a sissy that you are truly born. On this day once upon a time (it's not polite to ask a gurl her age), full of anxiety and fear, I summoned the courage to admit to Lady Morganna that at the very core of my submissive self was a Feminine sissy that desperately needed to come out from within.

Lady Morganna took my moment of honesty and truth and in one session, my BDSM training began to morph from this... 

 ..and I started on the path that would lead me to the real sissy I am now...

 I fondly look back at my first images as a sissy, because it's there who I really was all my life, began to grow. Lady Morganna, my first Domme, was old school, a disciplinarian who was set on removing all the arrogance, and chauvinistic traits I held, in Her own ways. But now She had the opportunity to truly break down Her submissive to the core elements and in the process, begin to thoroughly destroy the out of control male ego, that was running amok inside me.

 Her work was methodical and with purpose, as if She saw a chance to eradicate this world of one useless male and replace it with a budding sissy slut that She could humiliate and use at Her pleasure, and use me She did!

But what would become began something spiritual. Now I had purpose and direction as the sissy i always was and was now realizing. The path I was now on, I would never stray from. Being a sissy was not only what I wanted to be, but who I NEEDED to be at the very essence of my being.

 Her work then brought Lady Diva Cane into my life and I suddenly found my Dominant big Sister. Lady Diva took the germinated sissy seed that Lady Morganna germinated and began to nurture and grow that seed into Her sissy flower.

 Like an artist She began to give life and color to this sissy beyond the confines of Her training play space. Devina was a living breathing sissy and would exist each day, and the seed would grow into a fragile plant, growing stronger and more confident each day.

 The sissy I am today would never have been possible without the admission of truth to Lady Morganna on this day. So I celebrate my real birthday each Sept 27th, for it was the day I was truly born!

 Sincerely Sissy, 

Devina 

PF Lifestyle Lookback - 4 Years: No Pussy For This Sissy

 Originally Posted Nov 6, 2018

 

Tonight marks a pretty major milestone for lil ol sissy me. 4 years pussy free. 4 years of no sex with any Woman, unless She's been wearing a strapon and pounding my sissy asspussy. I didn't set out for it to occur by plan. It just sort of happened with my slow and gradual transitioning into a fully bottom sissy for Shecock. But now that I've made it this far, I realize that I'm very much ok. Life is much less stressful trying to live a double life of wanting to express your sissy self on one hand, and playing the phony game of acting like a normal male creature. It was never something I was ever good at anyway, vanilla relationships that is. So to not have to worry about all that has been a blessing of sorts.

 I mean it's not as if I've stopped being a sexual being! Far from it. I've sucked gorgeous Shecocks, taken facials, had my sissy asspussy fucked sore and raw by strapons and TGirl cocks of all sizes. I've worshipped pussy, being smothered and more. I've been a dirty slut in a lot of ways, like licking ass, and swallowing Shecum, so in no way does being pussy free for 4 years mean I've been deprived of anything! In fact my entire world has been opened to so much more than I ever could have dreamed.

 

 

Now being locked in sissy chastity, I can see how my slow and eventual conditioning has brought me to a place where there simply isn't anything left of the male vessel that once forced Devina to stay locked away from my own true self. I love Women far more now than I ever have, in fact. When you remove the ugliness of the pursuit of sex, and embrace your inner sissy self as an even greater sexual being, you experience sexual gratification in any number of ways. As I've learned, being fucked is far more satisfying than getting laid. Give me Shecock any day!

 

So here's to 4 years in the rear view mirror of my old life I was clinging onto, even as I embraced my true sissy self. In a few days another sissy milestone of mine is approaching to celebrate. Embrace your sissy life gurls, there is so much that awaits you!

Devina