But it was my need to have my sissy story "forevered" in the internet, so that there was no denying who I always was. So, I started all over again, except this time I had the weight of my own name being shadowbanned by gewgel on all levels.
The growth of this blog was slow, painfully slow. You couldn't search my name for months and find any traces to me of this new blog. But I soldiered on, day after day, re-establishing my foot hold. The first months were depressing with 3-5k views per month, then for months it felt like my traffic was throttled at 10k, then 15k. For over a year I couldn't get over 15k views no matter what I tried.
It took over 2 years to hit 500 000 views. I kept going on.
The this Feb something happened, other search engine traffic came alive and the numbers started growing, slowly then suddenly. Now only 9 months after taking more than 2 years to hit 500 000 views, I've gone over 1 000 000 as of this morning. Between this blog and my old one, I've gone over 10 million.
Thank you to everyone who has helped me rebuild this place where the sissy life, my story, and my love of Women and Trans Women can be celebrated.