Originally Posted Nov 6, 2019
5 years can sometimes seem like a long time, an eternity for some. Yet 5 years can also go by in a blink of an eye. Today is my 5 Year Deniversary. It marks the last time I ever had a sexual encounter in what was my old life, masquerading as a male, fooling myself and those around me.
Sadly this morning as I write this, I am pressed for time having to catch a flight in a little while, but I can't help but feel a sense of immense pride in my devotion not only to my sissy life, but in my complete transitioning away from any biological sexual urges I once had towards the fully embraced needs and desires as a sissy sub.
It's been 5 years since I made a conscious decision to walk away from my old life and accept who and what I was inside. That gurl that had been always trying to express herself and seek her own identity, and it's been a journey full of amazing firsts, and points of no return. On my Day 862 in sissy chastity, I smile proudly as I look back on how far I've come (or not cum) ;)
In those 5 years, I have not been found wanting, and my love for Women has only increased to levels I've never known before. But in embracing Shecock as complete fulfillment of my physical desires, I've reached that place where I always knew I was in life's pecking order, even before I knew where and what that was. I plan to expand on that much more in the coming days, as I've been reflecting on my life, and my relationship with Women, going back to childhood.
But for today, I'm a proud locked sissy, looking forward to new milestones ahead in 2020.
Cheers Everyone!
Author's Update: In less than 2 weeks will be my 11th Deniversary. Needless to say my pussy free lifestyle has now become a permanent part of my sissy life!
Devina