Life at the End of Her Cock

 Originally posted Nov 24, 2015

There once was a time when as a lowly male creature, I thought like most lowly male creatures, meaning with the impulses generated by too much testosterone, too little brains, and too immature to know the difference. Without a doubt, the most mind opening, life altering decision I ever made was that first call to session with Mistress Morganna as a young male. From that moment onward, my world began changing, even if I wasn't remotely aware of it doing so.

If anyone would have told me the moment before Mistress Morganna knocked on that hotel room door, for what was my first Femdom encounter, what would happen next would result one day in me owning an entire overflowing Feminine wardrobe, my own cosmetics collection, 6 wigs, a pair of 5" leather boots, half a dozen pairs of pumps, an entire menagerie of dildos, butt plugs, cocks, a specialized lip plumper, chastity device and so much more, I'm not sure I might have opened the door back then!

 

If someone also would have told me that by the time I acquired all those aforementioned things, that I would have been willingly transformed into a She-cock loving sissy, show up to hotel rooms wearing Female clothing to service Shecock like a whore, sucked Shecock over 40 times, have my asspussy pounded by Shecock while in chastity, plus several Women's strapon cocks, and would have shared those experience with the world, I simply would never remotely fathomed it even possible and likely would have laughed in their face.

Yet it all happened, and so much more!

 One act of submission eventually led me to a place where happiness now, is dreaming of being taken like the picture above, be it by Women, TGirls, or hopefully a combination of both! Icky male urges: crushed and emasculated. Sexual urges: purely submissive as a sissy lesbian. No more being influenced by what once was in a pair of boxers, now my world and urges are determined by the silks, lace, and satins of panties and their relentless grip on what now is a slowly diminishing sissy clit. Life is very different now compared to once upon a time, and I don't think I would ever give back those experiences, nor the ones yet to come.

 

When you give yourself to a higher Feminine power, the transformation that becomes mind. body, and spirit, is profound. She takes you to a higher place by having you serve at Her feet. You're not lowering yourself in any way when you choose to leave your male bonds behind and embrace sissyhood. In fact your initial steps are the ugly caterpillar to what eventually becomes the beautiful butterfly that She will transform you into.

She will make you submit to Her cock whether you want to at first or not. Embrace Her cock. It's Her ownership of you, and your physical bond to Her; the catalyst to so much more. Being fucked by first Mistress Morganna, then later often by Lady Diva became a growing Womanly experience as my Femininity grew under them. In my mind, even before my transitions became in-depth, I was the gurl, I NEEDED to be the gurl! My parallel experiences with Shecock that would ultimately converge were leading me to that place where my satisfaction would result in servicing Shecock in Female or Shemale form.

 

Each thrust of my Mistresses' cock would eradicate just a tiny bit more of the EME within (emasculated male ego) and replace it with a growing love of Her cock. Each inch would further transform my once male ass into my now sissy asspussy. Each moan, groan, and cry would release the gurl locked within and allow that butterfly to develop within the cocoon of Femdomination.

With each Shecock sucked, my desires began to evolve and bond to a profound love of Shecock. My Mistress taught me to love cock, and my Shecock desires drove me to crave it. Each Shecock that passes my lips is an opportunity to express my my love and gratitude of my place in front of it, not simply a sissy blowjob. Each time a Shecock slaps my sissy face, gags my throat, is rubbed all over my face, smearing my makeup with each delicious facial, further cements my sissy life. There is no going back from 40 Shecocks, facials, and being dressed up in front of another person as a sissy slut, who's sole desire is to submit to Her cock. That is life and love as I know it, and I'm smiling as I write this!

 With each experience of giving up your asspussy to real Shecock, you find your Woman within. You will never in all your sissy life feel more of what you have always craved and wanted. Being fucked as a gurl by a higher evolutionary Female form, is sheer sissy bliss. It's all desires and lusts and Womanly energies converging as you get as close as you can to what it is you truly are. 

 This is where I love to be. In fact I've been in this exact place, more than once, with the above exact Shecock in my sissy mouth. I know how it tastes, how it feels on my lips, how it grows, and I know how enormous it is when She's gagged me with it to the point of tears. I've looked up at Miss LeBond's eyes before Her as a pink dress, pink heels wearing sissy with my clit locked in chastity and have had that Shecock slap the taste out of my mouth. It's where I belong, pleasing Her, being Her bitch, and Her ass licking whore. At every turn, and at each breath taking moment, before each Shecock I've sucked, I've never felt so empowered and so alive as a sissy! 

The excitement, the anticipation of feeling that Shecock head swell to the point of exploding, and knowing that your sissy mouth brought it there, or your sissy asspussy fucked it until it twitches and explodes, rewarding you with a unique special Feminine essence; a gift from the Femdom universe. My place in that universe cemented. 

 

I choose to embrace that role, and honour those Women and TGirls who have led me here. There's no going back, not now, not ever. I only want more, and more, and more, and to always honour the amazing Dominant Women who have accepted me, by being the best sissy I can be, knowing myself, and being true to myself and true to Them.

Follow your heart.

Devina