My Tenth Deniversary!

 

Ten Years

Ten long wonderful years.

Pussy free lifestyle for me is not just an idea. I have lived it, and today embark on day one of my 11th year pussy free. Looking back it doesn't really seem like that long ago, but so much of my sissy life has changed for the better, so maybe that's why it doesn't feel like a negative in any way. It's a happy occasion!

Being a sissy is easy on paper. Even easier inside your fantasies. When we all start our journey it's so easy to put our sissy selves back in the closet when we feel the rush of temporary Femininity and fetish, isn't it?  But every sissy wants more, needs more, craves more, and that's the very definition of the Silk Trap.

But as the sissy life took hold and became my actual life, the ability of trying to maintain any sort of vanilla relationships or sexual ones, began to fail miserably. I no longer was able to maintain a sexual performance without visualizing being with TGirls and being fucked by Shecock. When I realized this, I knew my life was changing in ways that went beyond sissy play, and began a journey that would remove me from my old facade of a normal life into a new paradigm.

My last sexual encounter was one I look back on in full shame, and in many ways it was a fitting end to ever having sex with Women. I was on a working trip to southeast Asia and our hosts took our group to a strip club / brothel where we all were comped. 

So my last ever sexual encounter was with an Asian prostitute. My last act as a male was degrading a Women who was in Her profession I'm sure not as a career path. Upon returning home I felt a horrible shame over the part of my old self that was desperate to cling to a male life and my shame was driven by my emerging sissy self conscious that couldn't reconcile what I had done. I didn't make a concrete decision that moment to stop pursuing sex with Women, but it slowly morphed into my own rejection of my old self out of shame.  

I can't recall when I even realized that a significant time had passed without having sex, but I did know that I was diving much deeper into my sissy desires that felt more natural. more real and with far less shame.

I began having more and more sex as a bottom with Trans Women and with each encounter I was finding more fulfillment and satisfaction as a bottom. Shecock was my focus and I had zero issues with sexual excitement and no such problems that I was having with my old vanilla sexual failures.

So I simply began to focus more on what made me happy and moved away from my failures as a male who was no longer feeling anything but shame in trying to please a Woman with my ever increasingly flaccid sissy clit.

As the years went on I began to realize with each year my embarrassing milestone and instead of shame, I began to embrace the idea that being pussy free meant I was never going to shame a Woman again. So today we all arrive to 10 years of not defiling another Woman, 10 years of never worrying about being a sexual failure to a Woman with my pathetic sissy clit. It's a beautiful milestone!

I am a sissy

I don't "fuck", I get "fucked".

Shecock is my sexual desire.

Women are my Love.

Loving Women means never exposing my old ugly self to Them again.

My name is Devina Cox, a 10+ year pussy free sissy.

And I am happy!