Sometimes You Have to Give Into Your Cravings

 

 With each visit to Mistress Diva and Mistress Morgana, not only was I growing as a submissive to all Dominant Women, but each transformation session was empowering Devina to grow as a sissy gurl. With each lesson, Devina grew within the bounds of Femdomination at the expense of the remaining EME (emasculated male ego) inside. No longer was he calling the shots and as he accepted it, his normal male urges and desires began a subtle shift over time until a tipping point was reached. The EME craved Shemale cock

 

This desire was one Devina was more than happy to grant to the EME and soon he found himself in the middle of the Summer of Shecock! From Shemale-curious, to Shemale-experience, to Shemale-enthusiast, the EME found himself a full blown Shemale-lover. In the span of a few short months, the EME sucked his way though a UN of Shemale cock; Egyptian Shemale cock, Asian Shemale cock, Black Shemale cock, White Shemale cock, and Filipino Shemale cock, the EME sucked them all, and with a gusto that would make any sissy proud. Devina was truly impressed at the skills being developed as she knew they would serve her best ultimately.

 

The EME knew it too, that he was losing this battle to Femdomination, and with each Shemale experience, he found himself no longer excited about topping any of the TGirls he was with and more and more yearned to be the bottom. Devina knew it too and realized that she was finally beginning the process of tying all aspects of her psyche together with her submission to Women and those above her in the natural pecking order.

Women reigned supreme, and Shemales were the crown princesses, so to speak. All Devina craved was to be a royal subject of this Queendom, and in order for that to properly happen, she had to squash her remaining EME into a mindless subject of her whims, as she was for her Mistress.

The best way to achieve this was to steadily replace the EME's sexual urges towards Women and replace them with a steady diet of Transgendered Women. The more beautiful the better as soon enough the EME caught himself thinking about what it would be like for his favourite supermodels to all have beautiful dicks in their panties, and daydreaming about being fucked by them. It was so subversive and gradual the EME was really powerless. Devina's power came via her Mistresses who trained her, and gave her positive reinforcement, if not while giving her a positively good sissy fucking! 

 

Devina's goal was to completely demolish the EME's sexual desires for normal Female - male relations, and replace them exclusively with a diet of Femdomination, and Shemale cocks. She was going to enjoy each and every second of it!

Devina's Domme of the Day Denycember 31

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Denycember 31

 

Archived Sissy Resolutions Revisited : 2013

 

(originally posted late Dec 2012)

 Usually people make resolutions that are hard, ones they don't have the will power to keep, and ones that set themselves up for failure. As a growing and developing sissy, I love making resolutions, because they serve to reinforce my passions. So that's why I proudly make the following New Years resolutions:

1.) I vow to allow my ever growing Feminine side to flourish and continue developing as a larger and larger part of my overall psyche. I vow to become a better sissy and to allow Devina to take me to places higher than I could have ever imagined.

2.) I vow to continue to expand my complete Feminine wardrobe. More tops, skirts, dresses, capris, minis, evening gowns, heels, boots, and even more frilly underthings that got me hooked once upon a time.

3.) I vow to strengthen my submissive bonds to Lady Diva Cane, and in turn all the Dominant Women in my life who have graciously shared Their time, advice, encouragement, and guidance to which I am forever indebted. Without Them I am nothing.

4.) I vow to continue my devotion to all things Female. To embrace them, and try each day to understand how They make me a better person.

5.) I also vow to honour and cherish those Transgender/Shemale ladies who have cleared the path for all sissies, gurlies, CD's TV/TS, and transitioning Women to follow in Their footsteps, no matter how far their own goals take them. I vow to continue to move closer to my own Womanhood by servicing those lovely and perfect Shecocks with my own Feminine desires.

6.) I vow to be true to myself, my convictions, and beliefs, in being an open and honest person with my journey and the relations and friendships made along the way, be it for a long part of short part of the journey.

7.) And finally I vow to keep devoting time and energy to this place of mine where I have shared my journey along the way. The past year and a half has been stories in retrospect but the timeline in my experiences is getting closer to present day. I thank everyone who contributes with words of encouragement for they make it all worthwhile.

May you all have a safe and wonderful New Year's Eve and a fabulous 2013!

Hugs and kisses, Devina

 

2023 Notes: As I work to rebuild this blog and document my journey, looking back on these vows from a decade ago, I'm proud to see how I've accomplished all the things I wrote down and in many ways keep true to those things each an every day going into 2024!  Nothing like a little bit of sissy self pride for staying the course 

oxoxox

Devina

 

Devina's Domme of the Day Denycember 30

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Denycember 30

 

Essential Gurly Skills - Lipstick

 

 Every sissy gurl must master the art of properly applying her lipstick. A beauty tip I've always sworn by is to pick your best feature and play it up. If you are complimented often on your lips, consider yourself lucky; it's time to accentuate them. Here are 16 tips on how to apply lipstick. 

1. Don't play up the eyes and the mouth: Gurls who wear heavy eye makeup and dark lipstick can look clownish. If you want to wear red lipstick, keep the rest of your makeup light. If you are playing up the eyes, keep your mouth light with a gloss or light lip color that doesn't stand out.

2. For "plump" lips, apply liner just outside your natural lip line: Dab a bit of gloss in the middle of your bottom lip.

 

3. How to apply lipstick?  I don't believe in rules to applying lipstick. Some sissies use special lipstick brushes. I own one and never, ever use it. Others use their middle finger. Most gurls apply right from the tube. Choose what's right for you, as long as the color gets on the lips, you're good.

4. Use liner on your lips as a base: Lipstick will last longer if you fill in your lips with the liner first. If you're using light lipstick, try a nude liner. Then slick your lipstick on top. Lip gloss is infamous for wearing off fast, but if you fill in lips first with the liner, the gloss has something to stick to.

5. You can line before or after you apply lipstick or gloss: Some Women prefer to apply liner first, arguing that you won't be able to see the natural line of your lips if you apply lipstick first. But I find lips look more natural when I line lips after I apply lipstick.

6. Never use a dark liner with light lipstick: Defined lips are great, but make sure the liner matches the lipstick or gloss. Dark liner and light lips is tacky.

7. Don't test lipstick on your lips: It's just plain unhygienic unless you wipe off the lipstick with a big swipe of a tissue. Even better, test lipstick on your fingertips. It's a closer fit to your lips than the back of your hand.

8. Don't throw out a bad color lipstick: Beauty editors know you can create a great lip color by blending lipsticks you don't like. You can also color in lips with a darker liner before applying a lipstick that's too bright.

9. Keep lipstick off glass: Discreetly lick your lips before taking a sip from a glass. It works!

10. Keep lipstick off your teeth with this trick: After applying lipstick, take your index finger and pop it in your mouth, then pull it out. The excess lipstick will come off on your finger rather than your teeth.

11. Lipstick can act as a blush. But never use blush as a lipstick.

12. The older you are, the "creamier" your lips should look: As we age, our lips thin out. Therefore, you should avoid matte and gloss and stick with a creamy lipstick. Also, watch out for dark lipsticks.

13. Not all lipstick shades look good on everyone: Your skin color will determine what shades are right on you. You may like a lipstick on your friend, but it may not look good on you. Orange or brown shades, including corals, look good on few people. These shades tend to make teeth appear yellow.

14. Camouflage yellowed teeth: To downplay a yellow cast to teeth, try lipsticks with a bluish undertone. Shades that work include plums, pinks, wines and violets, according to Lazarus, a NYC makeup artist, in O magazine.

15. Heal -- don't throw out -- a broken lipstick: If your lipstick breaks off, simply take off the broken portion with a tissue, then slowly wave a lit match under the broken piece of lipstick. When it's melted a bit, put it back on the base, swivel it down and put it in the fridge -- uncovered -- for 30 minutes.

16. Lipstick done? You might notice there's still a bit of lipstick down in the tube. Scrape out the last bits with a cotton swap or orange stick and mix it with Vaseline or lip gloss in a lipstick palette. Use a lip brush to apply

 

Devina's Domme of the Day Denycember 28

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Denycember 28

 

Vintage Sissy Art Vol 9

 

Devina's Domme of the Day Denycember 27

 

Devina's TGirl of the Day Denycember 27

 

Essential Gurly Skills - Nail polish

 

 1. Avoid Harsh Chemicals 

Before applying new polish to your fingernails, you’ll want to remove the old one. Instead of using a harsh acetone solution, look for non-acetone nail polish removers. This will keep your nails healthy and shiny. To remove polish without causing damage, be sure to rub polish away with a cotton pad that won’t scratch the surface of the nail.

2. Use Press-Ons 

While acrylic nails can be damaging, acetate press-ons don’t cause any harm to your nails. If you have a damaged nail, just apply a quick press-on to cover up the damage and prevent nail polish from seeping under the crack in the nail, which can cause irritation.

3. Always Use a Base Coat 

To keep your nails from turning an unhealthy yellow shade, apply a base coast before your coloured nail polish. Start at the white half-moon above the cuticle and apply in an upward motion. Let the base coat dry for 4 to 5 minutes before attempting to apply colour.

4. Apply Two Coats of Polish 

For a professional, salon-quality finish, be sure to apply two coats of polish, Remember to allow each coat to dry before applying the next one. This will help you avoid messing up your manicure.

5. Let Your Nails Dry 

While sitting around doing nothing can be boring, it’s also the only way to make sure you don’t smudge your polish after applying it. Plus, it might be a good excuse to get some much needed down time.