Two Out of Three

 

 I had now developed three kink's in my life. First my love of Feminine attire which developed into a love for crossdressing, second, a growing desire to explore the world of BDSM, and last but not least, a growing admiration and enjoyment of those who were fully transgendered. 

During the early growth and development of each of the three, they remained wholly separate entities in my life, as they developed and evolved into things I could understand and embrace. The idea of bringing those worlds together was never planned or thought out but as my exploration of BDSM under the guidance of Mistress Morganna evolved to fully incorporation transformation and the exploration of my feminine side, I found myself pleasantly combining two of my three secret loves and desires.

The combining of those two seemed more natural because I was fortunate enough to have someone like Mistress Morganna who understood that world and not only accepted those desires of mine but embraced them. She created the environment in which I could grow further in ways I never knew I could. The evolution from a lowly male submissive towards a crossdressing one (I had not yet reached the stage where Devina stood on her own) was one that felt natural and I was eager to move toward.

 

 My submissive nature was a given, I completely accepted that fact that I was subservient to the Dominant Female, however I began to experience what it was like to become part of something most males never do, and that was to be part of a special sisterhood. By casting aside my male ego and allowing myself to commit to my feminine side, I was seeing life from a unique and wonderful perspective.

With each session I devoted to the submissive female inside of me, my natural devotion to the Superior Female gender increased, and I began to forge my submissive identity further as someone who embraces servitude towards Women. When one reaches a level of self discovery like this, it is a wonderful thing, and propels them further down the road they may have once gingerly chosen. My devotion was whole, I loved everything about pleasing the dominant Woman who could appreciate and nurture my growing feminine side.

 

In turn I could put my trust in Her even more to take me to places within the BDSM world that would have made me uneasy at first. The mutual trust relationship had developed to the point where I knew that Mistress Morganna always had my best interests in mind, even if I didn't knew where they were leading, and I never found myself at a moment where I felt uneasy or worried that what She would desire would compromise my core beliefs or limits, even while She expanded and pushed them. I was happy and proud to be Her gurl, Her slut, Her toy, and plaything. The rewards I received for my submission far outweighed any other I could attain on my own.

However, there still was one world that called to me. One world that I didn't know how to combine with the other two, or even if I could? The lure of Shemale cock was still strong and growing....