My Sissy Sexual Reality

 Originally posted Sep 7, 2016

 

 A little over 5 years ago when I decided to give in more fully to my sissy side, the creation of this blog (my original one that was nuked by google after 11 years :(  ) was my way of sharing with the world my decision to follow my inner Feminine voice and to allow it to take me to where my destiny would lead me. While I have so many journeys and experiences yet to live, one thing has become crystal clear in the past 5+ years, my remaining emasculated male ego (EME) has been crushed to the point where it's some withered little thing that resembles a dried up plant in a flower pot.

In the past 5 years, the entire concept of sexual gratification for me has evolved to completely denying any traditional sexual experiences as associated with my born gender, and to almost exclusively experience sex as a sissy by surrendering my asspussy to Shecock and my Mistresses' strapon. I hadn't realized it as such until after Lucy Bissette had finished fucking my asspussy and unloading on my face in an act of exquisite sissy joy. It began to dawn on me that my only gratification came through being fucked like a sissy bitch that I was eagerly craving to be, and that Lady Diva had taught me to embrace and be.

 

Being a sissy lesbian allows me the freedom to abandon all guilt and shame of being a sissy slut, and to embrace the passions within that come from being intimate with Women and TGirls. When one lives their dreams without shame or guilt, one learns to love their passions and craves them more. There is no better feeling in the world than being taken by a Woman with a cock. To gaze up at their Womanly perfection as they enter my asspussy and with each thrust, cement my place as a sissy slut, takes me to a place like no other.

 

With each sissy sexual encounter, all I want to do is have more and more of them. It's an insatiable feeling to know that one's sexual reality is now as a full bottom, and that genetic sexual activities have been fully reprogrammed. Like so many things looking back along the way, I truly look back in awe as to where I find myself, compared to where I was when I put on my first pair of panties that belonged to my sister-in-law Anna. What drew me to those panties? What was the magic they possessed that weaved their spell that transformed me into a wanton sissy Cinderella? I do hope the clock never strikes midnite, because there are so many Dommes to serve, so many Shecocks to suck, so many loads of cum to feel on my face and so many Shecocks to fill my asspussy over and over.

 

Whichever way you choose to live your sissy life, find a way to remove all shame and guilt, and follow your heart. It will be the most amazing thing you've ever done!