Originally Posted Feb 27, 2020
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I'm smiling at the moment as I type this. Not because it's Day 975 in sissy chastity, but rather what lies ahead. When a sissy gives up their manhood completely to Femdomination, and the toxic male ago is systematically stripped away and discarded, you find yourself left with the essence of who and what you really are. You also discover what your worth is to all Women in this world.
For those who haven't yet been down this road, you might be wondering what I mean by that last sentence, and once I would have been right there with you. How can a sissy locked in chastity for such a long time have any worth? How can someone unable to use that shrinking sissy-clit possibly have any worth to a Woman? The first step to understanding your worth as a sissy is to remove any male perspective from your thinking. Then you will start to understand
Take in point yesterday. Domina Ira Von Mesmer graced me with Her presence by following my Twitter account. I had no real way to offer my gratitude to Her other than to dedicate my 974th day of sissy chastity to Her, and this pleased Her. In that moment, I once again realized that as a sissy with all my former arrogance, and male ego stripped away, I could bring a genuine warm energy to a Dominant Woman by offering up all I had to give in that instant.
Some might say what a minuscule offering, and they would be missing the point of submission to Femdomination. Submission is not something that you do once in a while, (although many define it as such when it pleases them and their arrogant male ego), but submission is something that you are at your core of a human. I was a submissive long before I fully embraced my inner sissy psyche, and in discovering who Devina was and is, that submission has only deepened and become more defined and substantive. If you place yourself before a Dominant Woman and then go back to being the same person you always are, then you have not the first clue of what submission means and how it can change your whole life. In some ways that is a very sad thing, for you have missed the most amazing gift that Femdomination can bring to your life.
If your submission and your training at the hands of a strong Woman leads to post session guilt or shame, then you really need to have a deep conversation with yourself, and begin to take steps to keep the illusion of what your ego thinks your life is, in check.
Submission at it's core is a beautiful surrender, and will shape and influence all aspects of your life. It is a spiritual journey far more than a physical one. 975 days in sissy chastity has been more than proof of this, as I find myself more patient, calmer, and more at peace with my place in this world and how I choose to share my energy with others, especially with Women.
So as the day approaches where I can offer the gift of millennial chastity to Lady Diva Cane, Maitresse Cathie La Divine, Lady Morganna, all the Women of Womania Empire and to Women everywhere, I beam with an inner sense of warmth that in my sissy life journey, I've been able to discover truths about myself I never knew existed.
Day 1000 is coming but I already know that I won't be, because the reason for this chastity journey was not about me...
Sincerely Sissy
Devina Cox
Author's note: Today is my 3165th day of Sissy Chastity :)