The Boot Beckons

 Rule 18 applies

As time went on and I reached legal age my desires began to evolve towards the strength and sexuality presence of the Dominatrix and away from the desires that fuelled my earlier youth of being enveloped in Women's clothing. It's not that those desires ever completely left, but the traumatic experience of being found out by Anna, put those things on the shelf for some time. Maybe it was a combination of how Anna chose to deal with me, that piqued my attention to the strong commanding Woman. I mean at any time Anna could out me if she ever wanted to, and in the back of my mind I lived with that surfacing if something ever should happen where I would cross her. But I was increasingly being drawn to the allure and power displayed by the Dominatrix, even though I understood next to nothing of the world of BDSM

 

But even if I didn't understand any of it really, and how it made sense to me, there were aspects I did associate with most definitely. The idea of being subject to a group of women and making them happy in search of positive re-enforcement certainly resonated with me. In fact the whole idea of bringing a smile to a Woman's face based on the subject of her whims was a powerful drug in a sense. It wasn't so much humiliation, but desire to please. And if those desires included fetish items like stockings, heels, pantyhose, panties, etc.. then who was I to argue with my growing desires? After all, a happy woman is far better than an unhappy one, not? 

 

I didn't know much, but I knew based on my limited understanding that an unhappy Domme meant the slave in her possession was likely to get the crap smacked out of him in unpleasant ways, and I thought it would just be silly to make her upset. No, a smiling Domme was what one should aim for I formulated at the start. The only problem that remained was there was no access to me living in a smaller community,and being before the world wide web, to even find a way to learn more beyond the stereotypes that existed in whatever publications I could get my hands on. I had no way to learn more, but damn, I was really getting curious about this....