The Chastity Chronicles - Once Upon a Time, Day 19

 Originally posted July 19, 2015

Day 19; so far the longest I've ever had my sissy clit locked up, completely unable to be used for anything. It's been quite the trip both physically, mentally and emotionally. My sissy clit now only gets semi limp even with repeated and daily exposure to sissy hypno vids and daily exposre to Shemale porn. I've also have been dealing with sensations created by my p-spot once done peeing (sitting down of course) where it feels like it wants to leak, the pressure is definitely built up.

As of late I've been researching the effects of longer term chastity and I've been definitely getting in touch with a new part of my Feminine side where things like this appeal to me in ways they never really have before and it's been quite a mind trip..

The beauty of the itty bitty sissy clitty. The act of transformation beyond the clothes and mannerisms, and going deeper into one's Female devotion to try and change physiologically to present oneself to all Women as useless for any purpose other than servitude, submission and worship. Being locked up has brought so much into focus, as to why it is I love Women on the level that I do as a sissy. The more male things one leaves behind, the closer to the Feminine Energy all Dominant Women posses one is allowed to get, and the reward is life altering..

Lately I've been training my asspussy to feel the difference being locked up for weeks has made and my p-spot is incredibly more sensitive! I feel I'm closer than ever to finally achieving my first sissygasm, and the other night I think I could have done so on my own, but I had to stop. I could have been a selfish sissy and pounded my own asspussy with any number of dildos and plugs I own but part of what makes an orgasm from a Female perspective is experiencing it with another warm body who helps you get there.

Feeling the touch of my Mistress and or a TGirl as they take me as Theirs and giving up all self control to Them, that was the reward I was craving! The only gift I can give in return is my sissygasm as their slut, to experience that first on the end of a strapon or real Shecock or combination of both. It's soo close now, and I couldn't waste it alone, in an unfulfilled experience.

 

Being a sissy with so little to offer any Woman, it's the one thing I must share to make the experience magical. Casting aside the restraints of my born gender and embracing all Femininity has to offer me, to exposing my fears and desires, to eventually embracing them. My journey is about to take a beautiful path where all past experiences with come together to reach a zenith point. Being locked in chastity is such a small price to pay...