When Your Sissy Life Becomes Your New Normal

 

 I've been a submissive to Women for over half of my life, and in that time have identified now with being a gurl/sissy/lesbian for the past 21 years. My life has been influenced greatly by serving the "religion" of Femdomination in as many ways as possible, alongside my own sissification by Lady Diva Cane and other amazing Dommes all over the globe who have nurtured me and allowed me to discover my true self. Along the way, with the wardrobes, makeup, heels, accessories, sessions, Feminization hypno videos, and general Female conditioning being introduced more and more into my daily life, there still comes times where new discoveries occur and they are quiet moments of pride and accomplishment.

My love for She-cock is no secret, and I've been proud to share my adoration and desires to love and cherish the special gifts that TGirls bring to my life. Simply put, they are amazing and a constant source of inspiration. Without them, I know for certain that real cock would have never passed my lips, but because of them, I've become an enthusiastic Shecock lover, encouraged by Lady Diva and all the wonderful and influential Dommes in my life to reveal myself to TGirls as Devina and to continue my evolution into Womanhood by serving Shecock when possible. Through my Female conditioning, for very close to 10 years, (less than a month away at the time of this) I've made the conscious effort to forgo any desires of providing my EME with any Female sexual contact in a vanilla sense and have fully shifted my heart, body and mind to condition myself to the fact that if I want sex now, it ONLY happens as Devina, and with me being completely subservient to Shecock.

That commitment has opened the door to reveal myself for the first time to a Trans Woman as Devina, as I recently shared about my experience with Sunshine, who not only accepted me as such, encouraged and embraced me to follow my true self with Her and others. Sex now is not about "getting off" or self gratification like it used to be, but now sex is submitting myself to a greater force, a deeper need, that fulfills so much more inside. Having my sissyclit locked away in chastity and embracing my new sexual organ of my asspussy given to Shecock has opened my mind and soul even more than I ever thought possible, and today gave me a glimpse of how much it has begun to transform me.

My love for Women is absolute. They are the life force of our world. My devotion to that life force has drawn me inside a special circle where only through transforming myself into something better, something Feminine, am I allowed to see and experience the mysteries of Womanhood through a Feminized mind, body and soul. In order to receive these gifts, one must cast away remnants of their other gender. I am happy in admiring Women, and everything about Them, but as I realized today, my basic urges once dictated by male dominated hormones has changed. When I see a beautiful Woman in any form, I admire Her beauty, Her power, Her force, but I know that as a sissy gurl, I can never be anything but an instrument of Her desires, Her toy, Her plaything, Her tool. My needs are there to please Her and any other needs are inconsequential. That's now how my life is..

My gurly sexual urges are now fuelled and fulfilled by the submission to Female cock... and to Shecock. I was reaffirmed of this when going through material for my blog that my sissy clit was straining against the confines of my chastity device when browsing images of beautiful transformed TGirls and advanced sissy gurls. Normal Female urges are no longer there, replaced only by desires to serve and submit. Devina's horny urges now are fully encapsulated by the desire to be a slut to Shecock, and to be exposed to more and more of it, purely as Devina now.

I'm so happy :)

Thank You xxx