Originally Posted June 26, 2018
Tonight marks one year since I put the happiness of Lady Diva Cane and Maitresse Cathie La Divine ahead of my own filthy urges as a sissy and devoted myself to long term sissy chastity to honour Them for their enrichment of my sissy life. Prior to that commitment, my longest period in sissy chastity was 37 days, and to say that was a lifetime ago is an understatement!
I've experienced so many positive changes as a sissy and as a person in replacing my selfish sissy needs for self gratification, with the continuous positive reinforcement of not only the two Dommes who remain a guiding light, but to all of the Dominant Women who have bestowed amazing gifts of their Feminine Spirit upon me.
A devoted sub reaches a point where the chastity is simply mental and one moves past a physical restraint, and that certainly has happened with me. My desire to make Lady Diva happy and Maitresse Cathie proud of me, far outweighs any urges to cheat and disappoint them. I know how my next sissygasm will happen. I just don't know exactly when, and that's perfect. It will happen in the audience of Lady Diva, while my sissy asspussy takes a beautiful Shecock. Their sissy slut will ride and work that shecock until I'm a leaking mess, and the smile on Lady Diva's face will have been worth it all and so much more. I owe Her so much more than I can ever repay for stripping away the pathetic male ego that had suffocated Devina, and brought her out to the world.
What I've become is because of Her, and Mistress Morganna before Her. I am a product of Femdomination and it's a small price to pay for their efforts to re-shape me into something better, something Feminine, something purely sissy. I'm proud to be Their sissy slut, their sissy shecock lover, and cum whore. Year 1 plus 1 Day starts tomorrow
Author's note: Today being 8 year plus a day makes me look back with pride to see just how far I have come...and not cum!
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