Discovery is an Ongoing Journey

 

 " That's it slut, take my cock all the way.."

At the business end of Mistress Morganna's strapon one can learn a lot about their sissy self, and as She pounded away at my eager and wanting asspussy, somewhere between reality and extacy, a small moment of self revelation hit me. Devina had come such a long way from her humble beginnings...

 Once a tiny locked away adolescent taboo fantasy, now had become a living, breathing Femminine inspired personality. Where once the mere touch of a Woman's panties, started by my sister-in-law's Anna's innocently laying on a guestroom floor, would send riveting shockwaves through my born gender, now I had jumped into the deep end of the Female pool and managed not to drown, but to find my way as a sissy I was craving to be. Both Mistress Morganna and Lady Diva Cane accepted me as such and gave my inner sissy self a home in which to grow and thrive. It was also inconceivable, but it was so real. Just as real as the giant strapon being wielded by Mistress Morganna as She trained Her sissy gurl's asspussy.

"That's it you buttslut, push back harder like a little slut!

Instinctively and on command the wanton gurly lust inside me responded and I pushed back harder on Her strapon cock feeling the life like balls slap my own sissy ones, over and over, unable to get enough as Mistress Morganna's nails dug deep into my hips.

Whereas Lady Diva exhibited more of a nurturing big Sister side towards me along my journey into sissihood, Mistress Morganna seemed to take great delight in seeing her initial lowly male sub, now turned into a full on sissy bitch at the end of Her cock, and She took a great perverse delight in trampling any and all remaining male ego She could sense into the dust beneath Her boots. From the very beginning She knew what was best for me, and what it was I truly needed, and when I visited Her this time, now presenting myself to Her as a gurl, She took an opportunity to turn it up a notch or three. Coddling was not to be a part of Her plan for me.

 

She knew that I needed a reminder that no matter how far I had come from a pathetic male creature, that I still had a long way to go, and would always be under the full control of  Their Femdomination. She made sure She used up Her sissy slut that night, in only a way a true Domme could, and Devina served Her desires as best I could, not wanting to disappoint and feel extreme wrath; the type that Mistress Morganna saved for Her male slaves. No my only saving grace with Her was to cling tightly to my Feminine side, my gurly desires, and my true inner spirit and serve Her like a Queen.

I lost track of time and space for much of my session under Her strict guidance. My asspussy was stretched wide and filled with numerous plugs, vibrating dildoes, and of course Her majestic 9 inch strapon. As Her nails dug in deeper I felt waves of pleasure starting to build within me. Was this indeed how a real Woman feels before experiencing a Female orgasm? I badly hoped it was so and soon enough Mistress Morganna reached around and gently touched my gurly clit causing me to lose all control and succumb to a shuddering orgasm as She pounded my asspussy mercilessly, leaving me exhausted, spent, and a mess in my own sissy cum.

I looked up, eyes wide and dilated, to see Mistress looking down upon me flashing Her trademark evil grin.

"Oh, look at you, you pathetic sissy mess! Just remember that you will always be my buttslut sissy bitch, and I can do this to you whenever I want, and you will never stop loving it..."

With those words I sighed exasperated and with a growing sense of pride from within my sissy self. She had Her way with me, used me up like a whore and left me lying in my own mess, and I loved it, because I had achieved something that night. I held on to my inner feminine self throughout. Whatever EME I had was firmly locked away, compartmentalized away, and my Female spirit held strong and saw me through. In Her own masterful way, Mistress Morganna took me further along the path than I had ever been before, and once there, I knew I could go even further.

I was soooo happy!