Between us Gurls - Are You Ready to Take That Big Step?

 

In my life as Devina, I have encountered and seen numerous gurls out there, and likely many who graciously visit my blog, who dress, transform, submit, and live out all sorts of their own private fantasies and desires. Yet there are many of you out there who dream and fantasize about that one thing that many gurls (like myself at one time) feel is the point of no return. The line once crossed that many fear will make them something they cannot explain away, wiggle out of, or dismiss should it ever be known. Those reading this know exactly what I'm talking about. The above pic doesn't serve as a reminder, but as a motivator. Yes, the line those cross when they are forever labelled : Cocksucker

 

Say it out loud (if you can at the moment, lol), "Cock - suck - er"

3 Syllables, simple, easy, yet so powerful and intimidating to so many

We've all been there, wondering what it's like? Cock, the Final Frontier! These are the voyages of the Sissy Slut "insert gurly name here" . Your mission? To seek out new worlds, to boldly go where your inner sissy has never gone before...

 

Yes it seems so overwhelming doesn't it? You know why? It's your very own EME (emasculated male ego) still calling the shots for the inner gurl within you. It foolishly thinks that even though you own a drawer full of panties, hosiery, and lingerie. That you may own a butt plug, dildo, or vibrator and have explored your own asspussy with them, and most likely have practised sucking cock with them, that it's all harmless fun, explained and rationalized away. You're not REALLY serious about wanting to suck cock, so it shames you and makes you scared, and throws up countless mental blocks and guilt trips into your mind that freaks you out the more you think about them.

Truth is... you ARE serious. You just don't know how to get to that point yet. How to tame your EME.

You want to know what cock tastes like, how it feels on your lips, if one is as hot as all those Women say it is, and if you have any skills at all; what it feels like to make one cum.

 

You dream about it constantly, search all avenues of porn to live it out in your head, over and over and over, day after day after day. It can wind you up in knots if you let it. So don't.

One thing all of us gurls have to come to grips with is our own orientation. Some are scared that their fantasies lived out will prove that they're "gay" (if their cock fantasies center around men). Some may be struggling with notions of bisexuality, and others (like I was) are coming to grips with their desires towards the third gender; Shemales/Ladyboys/Transgendered.

Whichever category you find yourself in, you need to separate the fantasies from the matters at hand in order to move forward, if that is what you really want. I understand that there are many, especially online who opine constantly about their desire to suck cock or to get fucked by one, but allow their EME to firmly refuse to let that happen. To those of you reading this in that category good luck to you all living your life on the bench, never getting into the game.

The rest of you must resolve the questions of what your first act of sucking cock will define you as. I won't begin to tell you what it should be, only you can do that. For me, it was the realization that I had zero attraction to men. Seeing a naked dude did nothing for my libido so that became a cold hard truth, and remains that way to this day. Second, I did realize that Shemales did create sexual stimulation the same way it did with Women. Realizing that made the decision to move forward and act out my desires much easier to deal with, and was a key step in gaining control of my still budding inner Femme' from my EME.

Sort those questions out in your own mind, rationally, and separate from your fantasies, and you will begin to subdue your own fears, making your own cocksucking goals easier to achieve.

 

Whatever type of cock you crave, making a road map towards one will get you to your goal. Make them with proper reasoning, ensuring you protect yourself from harm in all facets. Your first cock will be an experience you will never forget, so preparing properly to enjoy the experience in a safe, sane, trusting environment is the key to making it an experience you will want to have again and again, if you decide you liked it.

Me? I love Shecock. Love it, love it, love it, love it!!!!! That's just me. It may be you too. I absolutely love, and adore Shecock. L-O-V-E. I love to suck them, deep throat them, gag on them, and kiss them. I love the feeling of being slapped in the face by them, and I love the moment when that first taste of pre-cum hits my lips. I love when a girl's balls slap me on the face and forehead in a 69 position. And my newest and most favourite love of all is making them cum all over my face, lips, mouth, throat, right down to the last sticky drop

 

You will too! You just need to make a plan with your inner gurl and make it happen in a way that enriches you by the experience. You can do it sissy. I was once just like you, but unlike you, now I'm a proud cocksucking Shecock lover with over 20 cocks sucked close to 40 times. I could have been like you dreaming about that first one for all these years, but instead Devina dreams about who her 30th, 40th, and 50th cocks will be and how amazing it will be to suck cock in front of my Mistress for the first time will be, and how awesome it will be to suck Shecock in front of a group of Women will be and so forth...Go on sissy, you can do it too!