My First Sissygasm Quest - I Hear The Waves

 Originally posted Oct 18 2013

 

As you may have read in a previous post here, I'm on a personal quest in my sissy evolution. The quest for my first sissygasm, and to experience the thrill of feeling what it's like to cum like a Girl, with no direct sissyclit stimulation. With any luck I hope to be able to train my mind and body to the point where my only orgasmic release will be via a sissygasm alone. That means my asspussy will be the only way for me to 'get off'

This step was inevitable, really. A sissy like me who loves all things Feminine and who is an enthusiastic lover of Shemale cock, would ultimately find a way to connect with the Feminine mysteries of the Female orgasm. I love it when my Mistress takes me from behind and reinforces Her Supremacy over me when She pounds my asspussy with Her strapon. It makes me feel connected to Her in a way that resonates with my inner Femme spirit and energy, and for those moments it allows me to connect with Her energy, unlike any other.

 

Moreso lately my Shemale interactions have taken a noticeable and complete shift to being bottomed. It's now how I define my interactions, as I am there to suck cock and get fucked like a gurl should. The past several encounters have been simply amazing and I find myself craving it more and more.

Perfection now would be to only be able to cum via my Mistresses strapon in my asspussy or a Shemale cock in my asspussy. That's the goal and to make sure I don't cheat, a CB6000s is a vital part of my journey and training.

 

Last night I began my new journey, got dolled up, picked out one of my sexiest negligees, a purple one courtesy of Goddess Denise, and mounted the pink strapon cock of Goddess Amber, mounted on my new liberator. With my sissy clit in the CB6000s, I now needed to search within my sissy self to find stimulation, excitement, and use my mind and body to find that place where the sissygasm grows from.

With Goddess Amber's strapon cock inside me I began exploring strokes, angles and methods to find the right combination to unlock my goal. I have to say the experience of trying to bring oneself to orgasm without any sissyclit stimulation was an entirely new experience and an amazing one at that. Combining the mental images rolling through my mind of being fucked by my Mistress while sucking on a beautiful Shemale cock for Her pleasure, while rocking back and forth finding my sissy g-spot, I began to feel the small waves of Feminine pleasure start to build. Just those small waves were wondrous and intense in their own right.

Feeling light headed, flushed and rocking on the sissy p-spot, I hoped to hit the sissygasm home run my first time, but such as are most mysteries of the Female spirit, last night my sissgasm was elusive. The waves came and went and I found myself trying to force things, a hold over for sure of years of sissyclit stimulation. No, my training will require more patience, a different and relaxed mental approach, but I loved the first feelings of knowing one day I will be able to cum like a gurl.

 

I even shared my experiences last night with Lady Diva who was so proud of my efforts! I can't wait to be able to finally reward Her with a sissygasm She helped create by nurturing this Feminine sissy flower for so long. Have a wonderful weekend! oxoxox