Pecking Order Established

 

 For reasons still not entirely known to me still, the psyche's of Devina and what remained of my shemale cocksucking male ego, still lived in different worlds. But the experience of forcing my remaining male ego to succumb to the dominant cock of Shemale Mistress Z, permanently cemented the pecking order in my life for all time. Dominant Women ruled the world I had created for myself, and all Women sat as high Priestesses. Next in this new world order was Dominant Shemales and Shemales of all kinds beside them. This entire group formulated all that needed to be. 

Far below this Zenith was all the budding, aspiring, yearning, lusting sissy gurls of which I was a part of. Our lot in life was to strive to serve Womanhood, and in turn those who were far beyond us in the form of Shemales, for they represented the utmost of what we could become. Somewhere in the dark damp cellar of the universe were the male species. When Mistress Z penetrated my remaining male ego's asspussy and fucked him like a worthless cocksucker, that male ego knew there and then that he was no longer in control of anything anymore. He could hear Devina teasing, and humiliating him as he succumbed to real cock, and there was no way he could ever regain the control he once thought he had (but never really did from the first time he submitted to a Dominant Female), ever again.

 

Devina, on the other hand, suddenly found herself empowered! For the first time ever, she had the upper hand in the paradigm of my internal psyche! She now had control over the remaining male ego, and it was her voice that would tell him that he needed to suck shemale cock, and now, she had the power to force him to submit his asspussy to real shemale cock as well. The paradigm had shifted and it was amazing. Devina knew the eventual goal was to take that male ego and make him her plaything, and over time collar and leash that psyche to make him useful to Devina in experiencing sexual exploits with Dominant Shemales as a sissy sub slut. Devina knew this as a way to truly express her submission in front of Mistress Diva, Mistress Morganna, and/or any Dominant Woman present. To be fully transformed and eagerly serving a Transgendered Woman (not a crossdresser or sissy gurl like myself) would be my expression of complete devotion to Femdomination.

 

Devina needed to assert control of the the remaining male ego by changing the rules so to speak. Up to the visit with TG Mistress Z, the male ego got to experience the wonders of Shemale experiences as a top, or at least equal. He learned how to suck cock like a pro, but now he had given up his asspussy to shemale dick, and everything was different. There was now uncertainty inside the fragile remains of this male ego and it needed to be exploited and harnessed. Devina needed to turn those male ego remains into an insatiable Shemale cock hungry whore. He needed to cultivate those desires to make him useful to Devina when the time was right to finally bring all parts of the psyche together. Devina wanted nothing more than to be accepted as a gurl to Womanhood, to serve Women, and to show her devotion by serving Shemales for their pleasure and enjoyment. She wanted to be shameless in front of Women in this respect, to be completely trained and serviceable. Males would never have any part of her life, as all manners of the repulsive male ego would be stamped out and what would remain would be the harnessed lust and greed of that male ego, except now warped and enslaved to Shemale cock.

 

After the Mistress Z experience, Devina sent her remaining male ego on a bit of a journey to the land of Shemale cock. It had been a while since he had played in that world, and as anyone who has enjoyed the forbidden fruit of Shemale cock knows, it's addicting! There would be more cock to suck, and now it was time to break this male ego to bits and pieces. It was soon time to make him a bit of a cum whore...