The Confession Part 1

 

 Devina knew her place as Lady Diva's slave, but she also now knew her place in the pecking order as a higher order sub than her EME (emasculated male ego), and was taking great joy in subjecting him to Devina's Shemale cocksucking whims. Devina knew she was very fortunate to have a caring and understanding Domme' in the form of Lady Diva, and Governess Morganna before Her. They set the foundation and the boundaries for Devina's progression and exploits. Devina's devotion was to Lady Diva, and it was through Her grace that allowed Devina the opportunity to respectfully interact and learn from other Dominas, not in a play setting, but via forums, and other social contacts. Devina was still at the stage where everything was soaking in like a sponge, and the more interactions took place with other Femdom Women, the more the lifelong concept of Femdomination seeped into every pore of her existence. This was now being washed over Devina's EME as well, as little by little, his one time separate affairs with transgendered Women were now being merged into Devina's desires, and it brought a sense of order and calmness to Devina's psyche. It seemed that the more that was taken away from the EME, the more Devina grew, and aided by he fertile environment of Femdomination, this was a very healthy thing.

 

One of the hold overs from the EME's former place in the previous state of things was his relationship/friendship with Domme Suzanna Stern. She had known the EME as a respectful subbie boi who knew his place and in turn they formed a friendship based on mutual respect. The EME was able to reinforce his submission by always knowing his place with Her, yet pushed Her intellectually in terms of better understanding Femdom traits and motives in a non play relationship. The EME valued this friendship greatly, and always felt comfortable in sharing all sorts of views, feelings, and opinions on the BDSM lifestyle. Yet it was still with a sense of trepidation, when the EME began sharing his activities as Devina, and even moreso his activities in the transgendered realm. Mistress Stern, while always open to listen, was more of a traditional Domme in the sense of Female/male BDSM relationships, and found the entire subject of the EME's budding Femme' personality quite amusing, but did not overly riducule. As time went on, the EME would share all aspects of his giving up his male spirit to his Female one and the acts and activities that indoctrinated him as such. Mistress Stern held nothing back in Her assessment of the situation...

" I never exactly pictured you as the cocksucking fag type" She bluntly responded.

In Her own way she was doing Devina's work for her, as the EME vainly explained that males held zero attraction whatsoever and his desires only were for those TGirls who were 100% passable and full time. Mistress Stern, while amused wasn't buying any of it.

"Cock is still cock, remember.." She would grin, "If you want to suck a dick, that's your business, you don't have to try and convince me it's something it isn't.."

 

As those philosophical discussions would take place, the EME realized how fortunate he was to be under the direction of Lady Diva who encouraged the growth of Devina, and also realized full well how most Women would view his EME self, further reinforcing his devotion to Femdomination, and further reducing his own worth as a EME. With each revelation to Mistress Stern, he would be met with amused laughter, mild ridicule, and general patronizing over his cocksucking sissy revelations. The EME knew this had to be done, for Devina was reminding him that he had no place left to hide, and that all BDSM interactions would fall in line in the new world order, so to speak.

Mistress Stern's challenges to the EME's beliefs, which were now exclusively Devina's beliefs, served purpose however. They reaffirmed the boundaries that Devina always held to in terms of where passions truly lay. To please her Mistress as a sissy sub as top priority, and to aspire to get as close to Womanhood as a sissy was the second. This included Transgendered Women, Shemales, etc...

 

The sub category of the human species, the male part, would always be relegated to trash, and would never be a part of Devina's world. The EME knew this now, and now that he had confessed his true sissy nature to those who knew him only as a male subbie, it was time for Devina to now completely open up to her Mistress in a heart to heart conversation....