A New Quest in My Journey - The Sissygasm

 Originally published Sept 5 2013

The wonderful thing about discovering and exploring one's inner Femininity is there is always another skill to learn. A sissy's life is all about learning and re-programming themselves into something better, something Feminine. To be an ultimate Gurly Girl, I needed to completely change my sexual  preference from pussy to Shecock. Instead of wanting pussy, I had to understand that I was now the pussy. 

I have accepted long ago that I no longer have a cock, but a sissy clit. That does not mean I am no longer a sexual being. If I want to be a true gurly girl and still be sexual then of course I have no choice but to fully embrace penetrative sex and make it as fully satisfying as possible.

 

I think I am now at a stage where my pussy is  super sensitive for cock, thanks to the ongoing submission of my asspussy to Shemale cock. It does indeed ache for cock to be inside it  and I associate climax with being penetrated. In fact this is the only way I want to and often cum now. My desire to no longer ejaculate and experience a true sissygasm while being fucked by my Mistress or by a Tgirl, is simply another step along the evolution towards Femininity. Soon I hope to forget what it is like to  climax with out something in my asspussy. I hope to learn to associate cumming with my asspussy gripping cock. 

It takes time  to learn how to cum from penetration alone, just like a real Woman does. To learn to have multiple orgasms one after the other as Her cock pulses inside you. The desires have become so real that I only want cock inside of me when I think of serving my Mistress or being taken by Shemale cock.

 Step one is to learn how to awaken my P spot, my new primary sexual organ located  deep inside my asspussy. Once awakened, and with practice, the feeling of cock rubbing over it will be enough to make me climax over and over. Just like a Girl, I hope to not ejaculate, but have toe curling orgasms which radiate all over my body making me pant and scream like a Girl!

A sissy gurl can indeed achieve strong, continuous full-body orgasms previously unattainable through conventional sexual techniques. These orgasms are so earth-shattering that they deserve a special nickname –  The Sissygasm. A sissygasm is entirely different from a traditional male orgasm – it is  characterized by pleasure starting from the lower abdomen that washes over the entire body putting you in a state of bliss! 

You not ejaculate during a sissygasm. This means there is no “recharging” or “time out” period needed. Multiple orgasms! Through  practice, a sissy gurl can have these orgasms, one after the other  during sessions lasting for an hour or more at a time.

 

Of course being a sissy and embracing everything that is Feminine, it was only inevitable that my thoughts would turn to how I could also covert my entire perception of sex and its enjoyment to a complete and unique Feminine mindset.

This means being penetrated and becoming very excited until the point of climax. This is a uniquely Feminine experience and one which I crave badly and want to experience. I think every sissy girl becomes curious about this and tends to experiment in different ways. Ultimately we all arrive  at different conclusions and have different levels of success.

Describing the actual experience of a female orgasm is a little bit like describing the taste of salt to someone who has never tasted salt, only much, much harder! Especially when describing what a Woman's experience of orgasm must be like. All I know is from my own experience that each orgasm achieved as a sissy is very different, very emotional and very delicious!

 There  are so many factors that come into play while trying to achieve the Female sensation of sexual climax. Some of these factors are: The level of your physical arousability.The level of your mental/emotional and physical excitement. The amount and quality of mental/emotional stimulation and the amount and quality of the physical stimulation you receive.

 

In researching this new course, the actual experience of what a Female orgasm must feel like can not  be adequately described in just physical terms of release, muscle tension, muscle spasms in the genital and anal regions, increased heart and breathing rate, and in some cases ejaculation! The intense feelings of pleasure and emotion are key components of the sissygasm experience-if not the defining element of a sexual climax. Your sissygasm cums mostly from the mind as this is one of the most powerful sexual organs! You have to be the cute girl, imagine your beautiful little asspussy is becoming wet, relish the penetration, yield to the fact you love to cum this way. It goes against everything you have learned as a  male. You have to be in the right complete girly, Feminine mindset. The following descriptions were revealed by Women as to their descriptions of what it feels like and what I hope to feel for myself:

"It is like that feeling when you ride a roller coaster all the way to the top and when you go over the top, that intense feeling you get in your stomach is what you feel, only it starts in your vagina and goes  all the way down to your toes and back up to your head",

"It  feels like a combination of having to pee followed by an intense need to scream out loud because of the pleasure and then a lot of little  explosions",

"Orgasm is  like someone is tickling me lightly with a feather... Softly and slowly at first... then going faster and faster...until its just right... then my whole body is tingling...then its like something just pops...like a warm water balloon bursts inside me and its all warm inside and I feel the warmth running down in trickles...like a small warm waterfall...and I  feel like I just climbed up that warm waterfall...and I'm left breathless...tingly and warm...like I just got out of a hot sauna.... hot... sticky, wet and breathless.",

"For  me, it feels like I'm being tickled around my waist and inner thighs, all over that area, then it builds up and I can feel it, it's like everything rushes to that area, then explodes, sending feel good  sensations down my legs to my toes, up my stomach and breasts, through my arms. It even feels good when it's over...because I feel like I just finished a workout but want more, so much more, and it's like I can feel those sensations fade which is amazing.",

"It  depends on the orgasm of course, sometimes I have the itty bitty little one that feels all right. Then I have the ones where my insides are on fire and it starts up my legs then goes into my groin, then it's all  just a big explosion of holy **** and I close my eyes tight and see many colors and then I start tingling behind my knees and twitching. Then I  remember to breathe and open my eyes. I look into my partner's eyes and  say "wow".

 

These shared experiences  demonstrate, each Female orgasm is very different. Some may come as  small intense ripples of pleasure while others can come as a massive wave of overwhelming pleasure. All I know is that it is way more intense then experienced as a male. I hope to go deep into my sissy soul to find incredible pleasure and powerful bonding emotions to my Mistress. While my experiences with Shemales will just be a pleasurable release of sexual tension. But each is special, and magical. The next step for me is to ensure I deny myself any chance of direct sissyclit stimulation during sexual submission and that means I've been shopping for the right sissy chastity device.

Being a  sissy is not just about what you wear and what you look like but a whole state of mind. This includes emotionally, sexually and your personality. My desire is for Devina to be truly submissive to the Female cock in all forms and further pulverize the remaining EME within by denying the biological processes with the OEM equipment, and transfer my emotional bonding and physical release as close to a real Woman as I can. I look forward to my training!