A Sad Sissy Truth

 

 I love being a sissy. I couldn't imagine my life without the amazing experiences I have had under my Mistress and Her Femdomination, discovering my true inner Femme' self and the wonderful road of discovery it has taken me on. I also feel very blessed for all the amazing relationships I have made as my sissy self with all the fantastic Dominant Women, and empathetic Women to my journey and who have helped me along my journey step by step. Some have been there from the start, others a while and some a short time, but each of them have left their Feminine spirit ingrained into my sissy soul and I am forever grateful.

I realize that I am indeed a lucky gurl to have had the grace of these Women to allow me into their lives, in order to better myself as a person, from what I once was. I know that there are so many gurls out there right now who have never experienced the thrill of being taken in by a Dominant Woman and be given the opportunity to allow their sissy self to soar under the guidance of a strong Female hand. Therefore I always treat the Dominant sex with reverence, and with the respect they deserve as superiors to those of us who were given the Y chromosome at birth. It is all due to them that I've had the thrills of experiencing satins, lace, nylons, silks, and the sweetness of surrender to their wills, to shape me in their Feminine ways.

 

Without Femdomination, I never would have known the freedom of submission. The joys in seeing a Domme smile. The sensation of feeling the swish of a dress against shaven legs. The sense of accomplishment of walking confidently in heels. The pride and satisfaction of sucking Shemale cock for the first time or the fortieth, and the ultimate feeling of femininity when surrendering one's asspussy to her Mistress' cock or a Shemale cock. Without these things my life as a sissy would have been empty, vague and perhaps without true meaning.

Some gurls show far greater courage and push on past sissiness and find their place as a fully transitioning transgender. These individuals show the way for many who feel trapped in a male body the way to attaining Womanhood. Some of us follow along that path as far as we are able and others simply fulfill their kink desires being dressed as Women and degraded by males.

For me, I find myself somewhere in the middle I guess, with my true desire to be as close to Womanhood as I can and to be accepted for what I am by Women, and in their acceptance, I find happiness. Not all Women understand us gurls, and that is ok. The time any of us gurls get to spend with Women in our true sissy skin are moments to be treasured and savoured. The sad truth is, that beyond the bonds of Femdomination, a sissy's life can often be a lonely one. While the LGBT community has made tremendous strides over the years for acceptance, our sissy subculture remains largely shun by most aspects of society, let alone by Women in general.

Yes most of us love the sexual aspects of sissy-dom, the exposure and thrill of ridicule and humiliation by day to day Women , and the exploitation of our remaining EME by subjecting ourselves to cock in a variety of forms, but to paraphrase an old quote, "A sissy cannot live on sluttiness alone". Finding the bridge between our alternative lives, emerging lives, and the day to day one is the Holy Grail of sissies everywhere. To find a Woman who accepts us for all that we are, in day to day life, embracing us as whole, is secretly what most of us crave. I know I do. Whether She be a Domme or sympathetic to the importance of Femdomination in my life, the numbers game odds are greatly stacked against us gurls. 

For those Women out there who embrace us entirely, You are the rarest of gems. I only hope for all of us gurls that as gender blending becomes more commonplace, that more Women open their hearts to those of us who love, cherish, respect, and serve Women in ways that are truly unique in this world. We love You.

Devina