Being a Sissy is Living a Life Full of Firsts

 Originally posted Aug 14, 2014

 

 When one chooses to take the first uneasy baby deer-like steps down the path of sissyhood, they have no idea of the amount of firsts they will experience. Their first panties, first pantyhose, first lipstick, first dress, first heels, first cock on their lips, and so much more. I've been lucky enough to enjoy so many firsts never imagined and after several years of my journey, I'm enthralled when they keep happening.

The life of Devina is known and open to those I choose to reach out to and embrace as part of my most inner circle of Dominant Women. They are my sanctuary, my Guardians, and my spirit guides. The life away from Devina is as far away as one could be for reasons not worth delving into as so many of us gurls can relate to. Lately however, there have been opportunities to crack the door a little and allow Devina to stand on her own in the other world that she is forced to deal with. A recent session with my Mistress allowed me such an opportunity and I jumped at the chance.

 

It was a lovely warm afternoon as I was prepping myself as normal to serve Mistress Diva by locking my sissy clit in my CBS6000s and picking out a hot pair of pink panties. I began picking out my wardrobe for that afternoon's sessions when I came across a lovely summery outfit bestowed upon me by Goddess Denise. A cute pair of cream embroidered capri pants and a matching blouse with a cute v cut. I looked at them and slipped them on and then it hit me! "I could wear this for my trip to Lady Diva's dungeon!" 

It was just on the line of Feminine and artsy and as I looked through my shoe collection for something to match I found a pair of open toed sandals that made the outfit complete. Without even thinking about it to convince myself otherwise, I realized that this was going to be my first outing in full Female clothing, and it was exhilarating!

I packed up my garment bag for the drive over but the first Feminine hurdle was literally from my back door to the garage. What would the neighbours say if they were out back and happened to see? Did the outfit look too Girlish? Before I managed to work myself into a tither, I quickly took my things and matter-of-factly stepped outside, locked my door and strolled to the garage. Step one accomplished!

 

I backed out of the garage, donned my sunglasses and began the 10 min drive to Lady Diva's place. Although surrounded by tinted glass of my car, every nerve was on alert for who might see me, would they look sideways at this dressed up person behind the wheel? Suddenly speeding paranoia took hold and I made darn well sure so not to speed and be pulled over. The though of being interrogated for licensee and registration in a blouse, capri pants, pink panties and a chastity device was particularly unsettling. Making sure the a/c was on so not to allow myself to overheat with nervousness, I completed the drive to the dungeon.

Pulling up I began to beam with pride! I had done it! First trip on my own in my home city dressed head to toe in Female clothing Woohoo! Another first, followed by a second after an amazing session n which Lady Diva transformed me in Her magical hands, dressed me up and down in a new selection of clothing I brought to show Her, and then proceeded to pound my asspussy sore. Just like a naughty slut deserves.

After my time in Mistresses' sanctuary, I got to do it all over again, and drive home in the same outfit. But as an added gift to myself, I made sure I kept a good portion of my makeup on. Still slut high from my Mistresses' cock, it didn't bother me this time. I was a well fucked slut, and She was sending me away used after entertaining Her and I couldn't have been more proud.

 

It might have been the first time, but like the first cock on my lips and then the first one to take my asspussy, it wasn't going to be the last time. Being a sissy is a life full of joys the more you embrace it!