Things Learned Along The Way

 

There are times when I get in a long view reflective mood, and sometimes what piques my reflection varies. Recently I've been thinking about all the things I have learned about my true Feminine self, things I had to over come, things I learned to accept, things I learned to love and lines I had to draw.

When you take a leap of faith into the unknown, in my case Femdomination and sissification, you are flying by the seat of your panties, and can crash and burn at any turn along the way. Some of us gurls learn hard painful, and even humiliating lessons when the lives we started living clash fiercely with the lives we want to live. Other times we find wonder and amazement and self growth if we're lucky.

I've always have been fortunate to have been surrounded by so many awesome people who have helped share and nurture me in my journey. Thanks to them, I have learned so much about my true self that I never thought was possible... 

Simplistic but true nonetheless. Obeying a Dominant Woman was the first step on the road I travel on now. That simple mantra has brought me so many joys and wonderful experiences. I simply cannot fathom how subs purposely try and upset their Domme's. I may never understand that. Obey, Serve, Respect, and Please in anyway you can...

I never really saw Devina as a redhead but now I know I can't really be anything but. Lady Diva was instrumental in bringing out the red in Devina and I admit it suits me. Should probably do something with those blonde wigs...

I fully accept the fact that there are three genders in a very define natural harmonic pecking order. Regardless of how bad males have fucked up the world we live in, Females rule the species at the biological level. TGirls are an important evolution in our species and should be praised as such. There was a time when I saw them as a odd curiosity, and my limited male dominated brain did not see or accept how much of a role they would one day have in shaping my destiny. 

Today I see them as beautiful, sensual, and inspirational role models of Femininity for a sissy gurl such as I. They are the crown Princesses of the Female world. males remain the primordial ooze of which so many of us start from. Sadly most stay un-evolved during their existence.

I'm a sissy lesbian. This I know and accept in my heart of hearts. The only object of my desires come in Female form, even if "She" has a beautiful Shecock in Her panties. I'm forever fortunate that my own beliefs were strongly reinforced by my early training under the guidance of Mistress Morganna and later Lady Diva Cane who saw no place in my new life for lowly males and did what they could to rid me of my once out of control male ego.

 

I never saw chastity as something that appealed to me for a long time. My mindset on chastity has evolved considerably, with my own growth as a submissive sissy. Chastity is the path for me to learn how to achieve sissygasms with my Mistress or with Shemales as They top me. My sissy clit no longer deserves any direct stimulation nor is it important for me to even achieve climax with my Mistress as long as She is happy first and foremost. 

When topped by Shemales, my satisfaction comes in the form of a sore ass pussy and a sticky facial of hot Shecum. That said, I've learned not to just like sucking Shecock, but LOVE sucking Shecock! It's my favourite sexual activity. I'm eternally grateful for my Mistress who opened my heart and mind to not be afraid to become an accomplished cocksucker and to be proud of it!

 

I've learned (and am still learning) that it's never enough just to own some gurly things. Thanks to my training and getting in touch with my own Feminine side, I know that one must have matching outfits, accessories, ensembles, and go-to outfits for the proper occasions. Wearing my long gowns when I know that Lady Diva intends to train my asspussy just makes it more of a distraction for Her. So having short dresses, skirts, and an outfit for every sissy occasion is a must. To have an overflowing sissy closet is one of my proudest achievements...

The easiest path to having your sissy life filled with wonderful Dominant Women is respect and honesty. Don't play games, be truthful, be open, and be the exception to the myriad of disgusting time wasting males that annoy their lives and chew up so much of their precious time. Always be thankful for what ever They bring to your life. Grow your sissy karma and it will come back to you tenfold. This I've experienced firsthand!

 I've embraced the truth that I feel the most complete as Devina in front of or interacting with Women. Lady Diva has seen first hand the joy i have in my face as She releases Her butterfly from it's cocoon and our sessions take on a wonderful aura of two girlfriends being together, chatting about such lovely Lady things. My repayment , while never will be complete, is to expand the circle of Women in our little club and to soar higher and farther for Her as a sissy....

The first time Mistress Z opened my asspussy with Her Shecock, it changed my life forever. I can still feel it's heat and how it twitched, inside my mind. Submitting my asspussy to Shecock has been my most rewarding growth as a sissy in the past while...

 

I am so much better than i ever could have been as a male. My most ambitious hopes, dreams and desires are with Devina front and center. Femdomination made it all possible. Thanks for putting up with my ramblings this afternoon...

oxoxox

Devina